#cuddly--cas

Khaled ft. Redone - C’est la vie :)

Ah, the giant cruisers trapped in an eternal duel to death.

Destiel: ew / nonono / maybe / ship it / aww / otp / MY HEART

I tend to stay away from the fandom part of it these days. I had a bit of a break-up with the ship after aggressive destihelling nearly killed the whole show for me - I just kind of enjoy it in my own way now, and I don’t really seem to like it the way most shippers tend to. I think I appreciate the very opposite in it that usually gets highlighted by the fandom, so I just play in my own corner.

Wincest: ew / nonono / maybe / ship it / aww / otp / MY HEART / ???

… let’s just say it’s complicated. I mean, I basically view Wincest as something that probably happened and probably never stopped happening in some sense of it - basically what we see onscreen supports this, and I hate that it does because it’s not a happy thing for me at all. I have an extremely cynical (and clinical) view of it that leaves extremely little room for romanticisation of the relationship and most of the “shippy” aspects to me just translate as “symptoms” instead. So it’s kind of - it’s there, but it makes me sad? On the other hand, I love the relationship the brothers have, partially because of the healthy aspects of it but also partially because of how fucked up it is and how painful it is; it’s the kind of a complex, multilayered thing that draws me all the way in, basically screams for exploration.

Destiel… I don’t even know where to start actually? I’m totall in love with that pairing. I was pretty much sold on it the first time I saw the interact? There was just this sort of depth to it, in just that scene I saw (I was still on season two then, so I at least knew Dean) there was power and tension and vulnerability and promise - I had no idea what I was getting into.

I do think theirs is one of the most compelling relationships I’ve ever witnessed, regardless of whether you consider it to be romantic or not. 

I generally seem to be weak to relationships like they have and it just kept getting better and better. (I’m also pro canon Destiel. Though right now I’m somehow at a loss due to a conspicuous lack of Dean and Cas interactions…)

My Tumblr Crushes:

deanlesscas (11%)

cuddly--cas (6%)

samerasure (5%)

bloody-men-with-blue-eyes (5%)

pizza (5%)

unfortunatecas (4%)

sassy-cassy-wants-deans-assy-de (4%)

imperfectcas (3%)