**WARNING**
TW: LOSS OF A PET, SADNESS, VENTING, GENERAL CONFUSION AND MINOR CRISIS
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If my life couldn't get any more messed up, today I lost my therapy pet...
I can't get over it.
I live in Poland, and we've had a long-standing problem with wild boars here.
They often came onto my property and caused damage, but today they attacked my pigeon.
Yes, my therapy pet was a pigeon named Andrzej.
I had him for a month.
I loved him like a brother and a best friend.
He really helped me with my depression and bipolar disorder.
He calmed my nerves and taught me to care for another life.
But now he's gone, and I feel terrible.
I feel like lying down and never getting up.
I'm starting to hate everything around me again.
I need to pull myself together...












