#crush issues

so y'all there's this guy who i've been talking to. he spontaneously decided on Friday (its Sunday night rn) to drive TWO HOURS (ONE WAY) at 9 pm to meet me even though the drive was not easy (hilly roads and shit).

we had the most amazing night. we talked, smoked a lil, and had the hottest messiest make out sessions ever. like we didnt even have sex and he was so focused on my pleasure and making me feel good it was just ugh so good. and he spoke a lot about like "oh you should come to my place i'll take you around" and "i'll come to your uni next month for a comp" and all. and like when he was leaving, he was literally like a koala bear like hugging me and kissing me and shit like he DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE.

he had to leave early (like 3 am early) to get home before his mum found out he left (he's younger than me by a year 😭). obv i was worried so i made him call me when he reached which he did. the next day, i woke up and texted him (like 8 am) and this guy replies only at 5 pm cause he was sleeping all day. i reply to this texts, then text him the following day AT TWO DIFFERENT TIMES and he still hasn't replied 😭😭

what is he on. like does he like me or not. chat am i getting ghosted?

ERIDAN: so wwe’re talkin unrequited crushes huh?

ERIDAN: crushes and gettin ovver themERIDAN: wwhich is hardERIDAN: vvery hard

ERIDAN: you havve to havve closure to deal wwith it quicklyERIDAN: more or less

ERIDAN: leavvin things open and havvin that sort of attachment makes it wway harder to evven try movvin on

ERIDAN: if you can then maybe try talkin to him about wwhat happenedERIDAN: communication is somethin that helps believve it or not

ERIDAN: but if that doesnt work then take a minute and try and realize that hes nevver going to come backERIDAN: things probably wwont go backERIDAN: and you cant livve in a wworld wwhere you think hes the ultimate wwhatevverERIDAN: things ended bad for a reason

ERIDAN: its really hard and sometimes only time can helpERIDAN: and you havve to wwait it out and be patient before doing anythin like datin or wwhatevverERIDAN: but youre going to get ovver him evventually

ERIDAN: heres some more detailed shit about howw to get ovver a guy wwho doesnt deservve you

I KEEP GOING TO THE DAMNED GAS STATION NEAR MY HOUSE FOR A SLUSHY AND THERE’S THIS CUTIE WORKING AT THE SUBWAY THAT I TOOK ONE LOOK AT THEM AND WENT

‘oh no’

FUCKING CRUSHES DUDE. I WANTED TO GET THEIR NUMBER BUT EVERY TIME I WAS ABOUT TO GO UP TO THEM, AND ENTIRE FAMILY WALKS UP FOR SANDWICHES AND SO AS NOT TO BE AWKWARD IN A GAS STATION SUBWAY I LEAVE WITH MY SLUSHY.

THIS HAS HAPPENED 5 TIMES ON FIVE SEPARATE OCCASIONS WITHIN TWO WEEKS. I HOPE I WASNT STARING. I PROBABLY WAS AND THE CASHIER WHO YOU PAY FOR THE SLUSHIES WINKED AT ME SO I PROBABLY DID.

also how do you ask your crush if they like you back