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This was my yesterday btw
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a disproportionate percentage of the posts under the non24 tags are from me 💀
idc i won't stop being annoying about this disorder. it's horrific to live with and has taken most of my life from me. i make jokes abt it and minimize it but that's deadass just coping. i want ppl to know about this; i want people who are suffering to know there are other ppl like them out there— as few as we are— and i want more research into this disorder so treatments for sighted ppl with it can possibly be discovered and made available in my lifetime. cz we all know light therapy and sleeping pills don't do JACK
❝ those little arms and legs! i pity you. ❞
𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐀𝐁𝐀𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐒 / @collinscursed
I can’t believe this was 3 years ago! I loved being part of this dance school, I miss it so much! Anyone wanna go dancing? 💃🏻🕺🏻 #dance #danceshow #crsd #carlorossi #dancers #performers #missit #behindthesceens #rhodamcgaw #carlorossischoolofdance (at Rhoda McGaw Theatre) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnld9OyBgHu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sqir9r8ch1c3
100% gonna wear this costume next time I go out 😅💚 #costume #sparkle #sequins #legs #legsfordays #dancer #highpony #mirrorselfie #love #shiny #green #greendress #mini #slim #model #makeup #lashes #serious #carlorossischoolofdance #crsd #redhead #ginger #promoter #like4like #follow4follow (at Rhoda McGaw Theatre)
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So many sequins ☺️ 👯♀️ #costume #tap #sequins #fishnets #dance #dancer #perform #performer #danceshow #carlorossischoolofdance #crsd #pretty #makeup #stagemakeup #lashes #falselashes #pose #model #love #sparkle #redhead #like4like #follow4follow (at Rhoda McGaw Theatre)
So, aside from saying I experience insomnia, I don't think I've ever mentioned I have circadian rhythm sleep disorder. I'm not even sure I ever told my wife when my psychiatrist diagnosed me, because I remember thinking, "Duh. Water's wet."
All this to say, if you wake me with a phone call, I am not all there. It took way too long to process what Andrea was asking me. She had to say it at least twice. It's like I regress to early childhood and you need to make simple phrases and not too much information crammed with too many steps. Sleepy me cannot handle 3 steps. Maybe 2. Maybe.
If I have to be awake when normal people are, I have to take 3 sleeping pills the night before. Less doesn't work. It sucks.
Another autistic person with n24!! I saw your post from last august about sort of resenting when the schedule aligns to society’s and while I don’t ever post on here idk i just wanted to say i get it ig?? Or I’m glad someone else gets it?? I sleep so much better in the day, sunlight is too harsh and white it’s hard to see when I’m outside sometimes, i like not having to be around more people than the ones who live in my house. It’s to a point that i almost dread treatment and entrainment for fear of loosing it?? It’s so dark and quite and cool at four in the morning, i can sit on the floor of my kitchen and watch the sun rise and it feels like the only things left on earth are me and my cat. I don’t have to regulate myself at all there’s no one watching me no one to perform socially for and there’s nothing going on to trip up any of my senses it’s lovely. My day is about 25-25 1/2 hours so i cycle into a socially acceptable time every week and a half or so and i end up having to do so much in those few days of daylight i have that its overwhelming i hate that week so much sometimes its insane. It feels like I wasn’t built to be diurnal at all sometimes and that if i ever manage to entrain i should become fully nocturnal instead.
AYY HELLO!! i'm still so surprised at how many ppl have both autism and non-24! i had no idea that post was gonna reach as many as it did. i'm so glad i'm not alone in this, i hate hate hate when i'm diurnal and i'm so much happier on a nocturnal clock, even if that means i can't go out and experience the world around me as much. and my day's about 25.5 hours too!
if it helps at all, i was scared of treatment too because i genuinely like my sleep cycle despite how disordered it is- for all the reasons i talk about in that post. i like being diurnal sometimes so i can go outside and be part of a society, but i also need to be nocturnal sometimes so i can recharge and manage my sensory issues. i begrudgingly tried light therapy and a few different sleep medications for about two years, obviously none of it worked but they (the doctors and specialists in charge of my care) just wanted me to try it anyway, and i wasn't able to entrain myself at all without becoming really sleep-deprived and depressed. i eventually was able to communicate all this with them, and i've been let to free-run my sleep since it causes me the least amount of distress and it's what i prefer for myself. like you have options if you hate how you're living on treatment- you'll find the path of least misery eventually
