#crimeandspace

Jamiiiiiie, *sings "I am Unworthy of Your Love"*. ;____;

TAG APPRECIATION MAKES ME SO HAPPY!!!! *twirls* Sparks, I can't recall what/where I may have taken "magic in the pages" from, or if I made it up,but you are more than welcome to it. Samantha, I'm glad you like the white dresses tag (it's one of my favorites, if I may say so, and I initially stole that idea from my lovely christinedaae!).

ilusfm, wifey.

Sarah, I do remember you and the sweet messages you used to send, and I'm very touched that you remember me. Thank you for your faith and your well-wishes - your words reveal how beautiful you are yourself, and I'm sending so much warmth back to you. <3 <3 <3

Rose, Carling, Becky, Marissa, Ella, Janie, Becca, Breanna, Lisa, Polina, Carolyn, Melissa, Cammy, Sush, Anna, Cassie, Ayan, Becky, Jamie, Vee, Annabelle - Every single one of these deserves an individual response, because encapsulating how I feel en masse doesn't come close to doing each of you justice, but in the meantime, I will humbly try to express my gratitude. These messages, from the happy and welcoming ones to the deeply felt supportive ones, are everything to me. I felt so guilty for going away like I did that I convinced myself no one would really even want me back (which I know isn't true, but it's easy to put those kinds of dark thoughts on oneself) - and here each of you are, proving me wrong in the best of ways, not even hesitating to share your hearts and friendship. When I feel very small and unimportant, these are the reminders that I cling to which tell me that I am not alone. Some of you I am lucky enough to consider my kindred spirits and sister souls, some of you I may only know in cheerful passing, but either way, you are my anchors on stormy seas, my lights in dark places, and all I can hope is that you always remember this, and know how much you enrich not only my world, but the entirety of it.

How could I be mad at you for such a lovely gesture?

I've felt so lost (and inadequate/untalented tbh) when it comes to my voice for quite a while now, the fact that you, that anyone, still listens to my music and finds something good in it brings me solace. Especially the fact that you would both comment on that song, because it's special to me (all the more so with Hannah's background vocals). hold on to this lullabye...

And HANNAH:

re-reading these made me want to laugh and cry at the same time (and I know this isn't even all of them!). the fact that you kept messaging me and tagging me, despite the time passing...I just. you are unendingly precious to me, you lend me such grace. (I have been changed for good).