tw: cocsa talk
kay, question, is it still sa if he was five? and only touched me innapropriately. he grabbed my thighs repeatedly after i told him to stop and like fucking squeezed them. is it still sa? i dont feel valid. It was only touching. and he was five. he doesnt know better. i dont know. i feel disgusting. ive experienced what could be considered cocsa many times.
is it still SA if he we were both four-six? he would chase me around and kiss me. it continued for years until we moved.
is it still SA if it was my little sister who didnt know better? i started developing very early(like seven, so i had a tits at nine, and small ones at eight.) . she used to chase me and grab my chest. she doesnt remember it. my mum called me pedophile when she found out. i was eight.
i dont know if any of this counts. i feel invalid. but i also feel disgusting.
please. i desperately need advice on this. i just want to know if i can consider what i went through sa.
