Feb 13, 2016
If I were dating you, we would probably snuggle and listen to fall out boy a lot. Car rides would be endless karaoke fun!
Sounds wonderful ♥
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If I were dating you, we would probably snuggle and listen to fall out boy a lot. Car rides would be endless karaoke fun!
Sounds wonderful ♥
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Haven't talked to my boyfriend in 3 days. Tried to text him earlier, but no reply. Pretty sure we're done, but he could just be at the gym. Idk. So yeah, good times
Why do I expect anything from anyone? I am continually met with disappointment and tears. This is why I hate relying on people for anything, I just end up crying alone.
When someone says "we need to talk" and my heart starts racing and I can't focus and my body trembles and I start sweating and my brain doesn't want to work, like, "why you do this to me???" Uuuuuuuuuuugghhhekjreieidnndjf
Ugh... All I want to do is make out with him and watch anime and cuddle and nap and stuff. Why must life be so cruel???
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1. Are looks important in a relationship? A little bit, yeah 2. Are relationships ever worth it? I would say so 3. Are you a virgin? No. 4. Are you in a relationship? Kind of?? 5. Are you in love? Yeah…. 6. Are you single this year? No? 7. Can you commit to one person? Yeah 8. Describe your crush? Dark hair, taller than me, dark skin, manly-ish… 9. Describe your perfect mate? Smart, can have a good conversation with me on a variety of topics, loves me unconditionally, someone I can dote on 10. Do you believe in love at first sight? No 11. Do you ever want to get married? Yeah, one day 12. Do you forgive betrayal? Yeah, but I never trust fully again 13. Do you get jealous easily? Yes. 14. Do you have a crush on anyone? I guess you could say that 15. Do you have any piercings? Yes, septum, nostril, industrial, and several lobe and cartilage piercings 16. Do you have any tattoos? No but I want them 17. Do you like kissing in public? I don’t mind it, just don’t be like high school students 20. Do you shower every day? No, every other day 21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I hope so 22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Doubt it 23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Yeah 24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? I honestly don’t know 25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? Yes and no 26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yeah… What a fucking lie 27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? No 28. Have you ever been cheated on? Not that I’m aware of 29. Have you ever cheated on someone? Kinda, yeah 30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? Nope 31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? Yeah lol 32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? Yeah… 33. Have you ever had sex with a man? Yes 34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? Nope 35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yes 36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? Yep 37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Yes! 38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yep 39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yeah… 40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Yeah…. I used to be terribly romantic 41. Have you had sex so far this year? Yeah 42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? Maybe like a minute 43. How long was your longest relationship? 4 years 44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 3 official 45. How many people did you kiss in 2014/15? 5 46. How many times did you have sex last year? A lot? 47. How old are you? 21 48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Say oh, and then let them be happy with this other person. 49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? He isn’t my boyfriend, but I like how he makes me laugh and how straight up and honest he is 50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? I’d accept it but I wouldn’t take him back 51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Yeah 52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? Yeah, my first love. He abandoned me twice because of his mom so I was kinda just like, “FUCK this shit" 53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Yes 54. Is there someone you will never forget? A lot of someones 55. Share a relationship story? Nah, I’m good 56. State 8 facts about your body? 1) my hair is like 4 different colors right now, dark brown, to dark red, to light red to peachy pinkish 2) I’m very well proportioned 3) my eyes go from blue to green depending on what I wear 4) the sun makes me break out in a rash 5) my nails grow damn fast 57. Things you want to say to an ex? Thanks bruh, you saved me from a lifetime of shit 58. What are five ways to win your heart? 1) thoughtfulness 2) giving me little gifts 3) massages 4) surprise kisses 5) humor
I just need to let this out
I was with a guy for seven months, and I was crazy about him. Towards the end, I knew that the break up was coming, I knew it was coming maybe a month before it was official, and we were unofficially broken up for a week before it became official. I loved this guy and so the knowledge of what was to come hurt me. During those rough times, his friend was very good to me, he asked me how I was feeling, he always made sure I was okay, and when we finally did break up, he invited me over for some drinks and to just hang out to take my mind off of things. I got wasted. We had sex. I was so drunk, I don’t remember who initiated it, not that it really matters. It was meaningless sex, rebound, if you will. I regretted it so much after because I knew if my ex found out that he would be devastated. So we decided to keep it a secret. My ex and I got back together, and we were together for another 2 months and then he broke up with me again, same feeling of doom for one of those months. My ex and I still talk, and last night we were talking on the phone really late at night and I finally told him about his friend and I. It had been a demon on my back for three months, and I’m glad I told him, but he was devastated. I still love him and I feel so destroyed knowing that I’m the one who hurt him. I don’t know what to do, it feels like there’s a hole where my heart should be. I’m so disgusted with myself and my actions and I feel dirty because of what I’ve done. I don’t know if he will ever trust me again, and frankly I don’t know that I really deserve it. I so desperately want to make it up to him. He’s been hurt by so many in his life, and now I’m just one of those people who broke his heart. I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I want to cry but the tears just won’t come. I feel numb to anything but the gaping wound I feel in the pit of my stomach.
I really fucked up
I really, really fucked up. I'm an idiot. I'm a fucking idiot and I don't deserve anything but unhappiness for what I did. I'm just a fucking idiot