#continued whining

idk i just feel like a coward most of the time. like i don’t feel like i’m blatantly hiding in the closet so much anymore, like if someone asks me if i’m gay and/or what my pronouns are, i won’t lie. i’ll tell them and it’s not a huge deal for me. but if they don’t ask, i won’t say anything and i’ll just coast on their own presumptions which can be kind of unhappy you know. and i really admire ppl who are unapologetic of their identity and demand that respect for themselves, even when it’s fucking terrifying. i feel too old to still be this insecure. like when i started sharing my social media accounts w/ co-workers so they could see my art, i took my pronouns off all of my pages bc i didn’t want them to stumble upon it and be confused/ask me about it at work. aghhh the more i write abt this the more i dislike myself

hello there 66% on the 100 point mid term hello please go away