Mar 15, 2018
Just got back from an interview for a potentially high-paying, very Adult job (I think it went well, fingers crossed) and I wanna be excited or nervous or... I dunno, feel something about the idea of working for a for-profit business for the first time in years, but instead I'm preoccupied by the nightmare I had last night about buying drugs from my client and ruining my whole life and all of my relationships
Being an addict is fun
#marvelkin#brainweird#addiction#adventures in social work#caw caw#drugs for ts#does anyone...#does anyone remember me?#the way i was? the addict? the scared kid Phil brought back from Portland?#I'm always barely a step ahead of that kid#just barely#constantly looking back over my shoulder#constantly afraid#running scared from the idea that I'm still the same scared kid deep down
