Jan 24
Omg. Do you want to be, like, bEsT fRiEnDs???
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Omg. Do you want to be, like, bEsT fRiEnDs???
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is someone yelling at me
am i yelling at me?
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if a road seemed never ending- how long would you walk?
i think i thought about myself too hard the past couple days and it hit me in the genderweird department, brain why are you like this, can we behave maybe?
and its more along the lines of the undiagnosed autism making me feel like an alien observer trying to understand social structure and interaction
that department
i'm the kind of Anxious Neurodivergent that makes me yearn for a holiday where it's all my friends, specifically, coming together for me, to tell me everything Bad I have ever done, or continue to do, that bothers/annoys/hurts/generally displeases them, just air all grievances in extremely plain language, so that I can Fix Myself and Be Better, and they MUST tell me Something i've Done Wrong, because my anxiety is such that if you say I'm Good, *it simply does not believe you*, because i MUST have done Something. But if I can FIX something? if i can STOP being bad in some way?
oh my GOD. i all but pass out from relief. no exaggeration.
so thats basically what i want for yule ok
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Please institutionalize me there's too much fortune and prosperity in my life
my experience w mental illness
It's not enough
That last night's nightmare
Failed to come to pass.
It's not enough
The devils’ fire
Won't catch the rain-soaked grass.
It's not enough
That fear has lied
A hundred times before.
It's not enough
As long as guilt and sorrow
Ask for more.