#conceptumposting

Somehow I want to make a fanfiction about my Persona x Psychology.

Hoping there is some conceptum centered discord server and I'd be willing to join :''<

I feel so terrible and out of place right now because I barely see any conceptum communities active. I genuinely want to be in the community on where I belong 😭

i need to feel the salt scrubbing at my knees as i'm dragged along the sea floor. scouring away my impurities and shedding old skin. shells and grit swirling around my ankles as i sink my feet into the sand and anchor myself in the currents. pulling the bouyancy of my body back and forth in steady rocking motions as i'm held in place. embraced by bubbles and foam and upwelling cold from the deep. primordial swirling patterns and invisible presences, microscopic blooms of algae, plankton, the cells that all life came from, the pulse of my blood in my veins like the breathing ebb and flow of the tides. i need to surrender to it. to the embrace of those riptides and channels and migrations and aquatic blooms, returning my mind to the fluidity of the liquid from which i was created and to which my body will inevitably return. thoughts, feelings, emotions, experiences, all churning in my subconscious like the churning waters deep within belly of the beast. a beast that is both terrifyingly immense, holding the planet in place, controlling seasons and cycles and yet, also, tender and gentle in slow intimate moments of lapping at the shore, illuminating the stone under polished moonlight, smoothing over the fingerprints of history and tracing ripples on the surface, scattering light like the swaying of leaves in the wind. the sea echoing the movement of the sky. of my own breath. of every pulse and twitch of existence. i long to become one with the ocean once more. sweet, powerful seas, i wish to embrace again in that indescribable, intangible, multidimensional love i feel for you. humanity is losing its connection to you. and i am losing my connection to humanity, in favour of once again returning to the feeling of the world that came before.