queerplatonic as in the primest bond that matters to me is comradery because no other form of connection or affection can ever last or prevail over turbulence without the recognition of a shared struggle. i could have and do strive for the experience and insight in all forms of synergy and magnetation—but in love and war no friend, family, or paramour has ever had my back the same as comrades i’ve known before i knew what we were, comrades i’ve found once and never again, comrades i’ve hated beyond my hatred of hell, and comrades i’ve loved beyond my loving of heaven. idgaf about marriage. will you die in battle beside me against the powers that be so one day nobody will die by their deprivation again?












