x Moments I think about a lot
x in 2019 I wasn’t confident in my drawing skills (still isn’t) and I saw this really cool artist opening commissions that was a couple pose and for the first time ever outside of my friends I wanted to commission them.
x I didn’t have the money sadly but I told them that one day....I would slid into their inbox with the big bills!
x They dm me randomly and said they would do it for free as a “good luck next semester” gift and I sent them refs of myself that I made in a doll maker (it was heavily detailed like this was an advance doll maker I spent hours on) like I had a full body shot with and without cloths, a head shot with and without hair, with and without my glasses the whole nine fucking yards
x They said who did I want I told them GHB from Homestuck because that’s bara daddy
x never got it, was left on read, didn’t brother to tell me they weren’t gonna do it anymore
x all because I used Kisekae as my ref sheet for myself
