#comebackplease

One Direction:

But it's been a while since you touched them, held them close to your heart;

I miss you with every beat of mine, but I wish I could forget your hands. I wish I could forget you.

I look at my hands and I wonder when I became this, when We became this: 10 minutes chats once a week, even less.

You were my best friend, and now I don't think you know me, at all.

When I was a kid I thought I would hold onto your hands forever, but now, as I look at my hands, alone, in the dark, I see they are cold, small and motherless hands.

I'm sorry you weren't there when we were moving, that you weren't standing by my side when I was graduating from university and establishing my business.

I'm sorry that you don't know about these things and that I couldn't talk with you about them.

I'm sorry that you don't see everything we've done. I'm sorry that I don't know what you're thinking about it.

I'm sorry that you didn't see the way I have decorated my bedroom.

I'm sorry I didn't learn how to make barista coffees sooner. I would prepare a new coffee for you every day. I would like to know what would you think about it and which one you would like the best.

I'm sorry you can't see my new plants and my new cats, I'm sure you would like them and they would love you.

And more than anything I'm sorry for the things I didn't do and didn't say when I had a chance.

You should finally come back. I want you to see everything that have changed and I would like to know what would you like in this new life and what else would you change.

I'm sorry I'm talking to your friends and family and that we talk about you, they should talk with you instead.