#cloudpassingby

There will be a part 2 hurt/comfort,

Notes: Angst

Izuku, Bakugo

warnings: yelling, arguing, threats of abandonment, lashing out

Izuku:

The pressure had become to much to ignore, stirring somewhere inside your ribcage as you finally had a moment's peace. A time to breathe away from the chattering going on in the other room. Things came to light in these small pockets of time, all the emotions swirling. there wasn't a place for it to escape, feeling numb as had become the norm.

"Darling, you in there?" the loud knocks resounded, making you jump. your hands still under the cool water, which had become a comfort when everything got too loud. "Dear, are you okay? Tsu said you were acting sorta weird?" Izuku's voice again interupted as you took a breath to ease you're nerves.

"I'm fine, just give me a second," you responded, but the knocking and calls didn't stop. Maybe it was the noise, the persistence, or the emotion that was already bubbling up to the surface like a venomous snake ready to attack, but the second you swung open the door, furious tears began to trickle down your cheeks.

the car ride home was far from silent, Izuku driving as he continued asking what was wrong and why didn't you talk to him. His protective nature was a double-edged sword, as he tried to help only making you step back. the anger continued to bubble taking over every thought as you made it into the driveway. you immediately walking towards the door as Izuku ran after you, calling your name.

His hand grasped onto your arm a few feet inside the hallway, as he spun you around. tears now streaming as your breathing began to get ragged, shaking your head. 

"just tell me, Tell me why you're upset, I'll help you fix i-"

"Why can't you just shut up!!! I clearly don't want to talk about it, why can't you take one second to realize that you can't fix anything!" you screamed, his hold dropping as you both made eye contact, tears streaming down both of your faces now as you gasped for air, before running all the way to your bedroom, locking the door behind you.

Bakugo:

 you stared at him, anger pouring out of the both of you. You were supposed to be the calm one, the one who acted as the aloe to his fire, soothing him and being a steady rock. yet it had turned to lava under his neglect. striving to the be a pro and hurting you in the process. At first it had simply been his anger at villains, but has he overshared on interviews and got noticed in public, your life easily became swept in on his drama.

"I don't need everyone in my life constantly hating you. can't you ever calm down and care about me for once?" you screamed back, not failing to notice the cracklings coming from his hands as they did whenever he was overwhelmed by emotions. his screams filled your ears, yet you didn't process the words anymore as your eyes blurred with tears.

"why don't I just leave!!" you screamed at the top of your lungs "You'd like that wouldn't you? if I just up and left you all alone to live out your place as the lone hero on top." You screamed, sobs brewing as your mind processed the acidic words that escaped, knowing they'd erode away at him later on, yet you couldn't stop.

"You know what, F-" Bakugo began yelling but you slammed your hands over your ears, drowning out his words. maybe it would be better if he didn't have you in his circle, in his life. Maybe it would be best if you moved out, off the grid. Images of the wonderful moments flooded your mind in objection. everything so loud and overwhelming.

Hello! Sorry for the delay, Life has been insane, anyway

Notes: Hurt/Comfort, Panic Attack, Crying,

Izuku: 

The door seemed to stare Izuku back as he stood infront of it. The fresh sting of your words, and confusion swirling with panic as his own breath hitched.  Searching for something to say, as if the perfect words could be pulled from thin air, yet nothing came out. You really weren't doing too much better, on the other side of the door, pacing (a habit in which you've picked up from Izuku.)

The tension seemed to slowly ease on your side of the door, as the silence and calm helped collect your thoughts and regulate your emotions. Izuku's back resting against the wall as he waited, growing into a higher and higher panic as every minute passed, yet he couldn't bring himself to do, or try to help, any more. It was your voice that reached his ears and brought him to action again.

"Izu? It's... not locked." you stated hesitantly, subtly kicking yourself for the words you'd previous said. Soon the boy on the other side of the door walked in, leaning against the doorframe as he scanned the room, before his gaze landed on you. It had been quite a while since you'd seen that level of pure distress burdening his face, lips pressed together and cheeks wet with tears.

"Let's talk" you said softly, patting the bed next to you. Watching as he slowly walked over, sitting down next to you but keeping his eyes forward. The awkward tension between the two was almost tangible, before you finally moved. Shocking Izuku with your head on his shoulder, and hand tucked in yours.

"I'm sorry I said that, I was overwhelmed and lashed out instead of telling you what the issue was," you started, not meeting his gaze which was now focused on you. Your nerves getting the better of you as you scrambled on words to say next

"I was just trying to help, I... hate seeing you suffer alone." Izuku started, his thumb now running over your knuckles.  

"I... was going to come to you, but sometimes words aren't the best ways to check on me?... I was... really overwhelmed Izuku, and the best way you could've been there for me... was like this." you said, lifting up your combined hands before gently kissing his fingers. Your gaze still not meeting his. "It's not just hand-holding, sometimes I just need someone to listen, or stay in silence with me. I need to communicate what I need better too..."

Izuku's lips met your temple, as he stayed there a few moments, silencing your words. before he finally spoke. "I'm sorry I pushed when you weren't ready, and I forgive you completely. I just hope that you can forgive me too."  Your nod in response lightening his heart as he wrapped an arm around you, just holding you close. For even when there are fights, Izuku will never let that get in the way of his care for you, and he's willing to stick through it, even when things get rough.

Bakugo: 

"oh my gosh, oh my gosh-" you breathed to yourself, sobs racking your body as it sunk more into the floor. You didn't want to leave, you didn't want him to ever doubt that you would run away. But you just had. The thoughts pounded in your head over and over again, not even thinking to open the door, the fear that Bakugo had just... left. 

"I need you to listen to me." 

His voice cut through the noise, not angry, but firm and direct as you listened yet couldn't stop your sobbing. lips trembling as you nodded, not that he could see. "I need you to breathe" he directed, as his forehead pressed harder against the door, now squatted down so you could hear him better. your hands shaking as you whispered out, praying he could hear you

"I can't, Kat-"

"Believe me, you can. Now c'mon, breathe in-" His voice grounded you as you followed his instruction, the fears taking a backseat in your mind as reality became more clear. the shame you felt knawing away at you as you reached up, clicking the lock to the door open and twisting the handle.

"I'm so sorry Katsuki" you cried, reaching out for him as he wrapped his arms around you tightly, holding you safe. your fingers clasping tightly onto his shirt as he buried his face into your shoulder. Instead of calming down in the presence of your loved one, your cries grew louder.

"I'm sorry, I said I'd leave, I'll never leave and what if..." you wheezed out, holding him as you cried, 

"what's gotten into you... hey- look at me." Bakugo's voice cut through the noise once again, as his crimson eyes stared into your own, hands on your shoulders as his brow wrinkled in worry. Meeting his eyes was both comfort and agony combined.

"I'm... I'm so sorry, what if... you don't forgive me for what I said?" You whimpered, new tears springing loose. before you could even process what happened your face gently met bakugo's shoulder as he held you tightly. "that's a load of crap, I hope you know that. How many times have you forgiven me for being an ass? and this time you were... right, y'know" he whispered, breath hitting your ear.

"we can talk about this again later, cause... I never want you to be scared like that. I'm not going anywhere" 

not quite what I usually do, but I had a headcanon and figured why not, I'm totally up for doing a part two if people are interested!

Bakugo, Izuku, Kirishima, Denki, Shoto

Notes: These are some headcanons that have come out recently, as I'm rewatching MHA with a friend

Fluff/HC/Drabble

Bakugo:

I honestly think despite the popular opinion, I honestly think he'd fall for someone who's more stoic. Someone who's firm in what they believe no matter what people say, and are not easily swayed in any direction. I personally see this as someone who doesn't come across as badass at first, but is unafraid to defend their beliefs or set boundaries. Bakugo might get frustrated, might think they're weak or a coward. I think deep down Bakugo needs that in his life. I think Bakugo would respect the heck out of them especially as a 2nd or 3rd year at UA, and they'd become an unstoppable power couple.

Izuku:

I sorta see Izuku with someone who's passionate, someone who always has something they're running towards, and dragging him out of his thoughts as they pull him along. He wants to be the number one hero to save people, and I believe he would really connect on a personal level with someone who's running towards their own dreams. I also believe that though Izuku loves the domestic life, he'd experience a much fuller greater life with a partner who's constantly working on improvement, and finding joy in the action. before his quirk, Izuku sought out action and took notes, so i believe someone who's always on the front lines would really help him grow. I believe that it might also compliment his personality if they were at a higher confidence, which would encourage him to strive for it as well!

Denki:

Despite his desire to be a ladies man, I honestly think Denki would fall for someone accidently. He constantly worried about coming across as the cool guy, and I think that love would strike the moment he least expected it and goofed up. I believe that Denki would fall for someone who's got a great deal of empathy and attention to detail. someone who would mock or shame him for his lack of academic intelligence, and in some twisted way, encourage him to improve himself in the process. 

Kirishima:

Now, It might be controversial, but I honestly think that Kirishima would fall for a close friend. Being as outgoing as he is, and with his past of depression, I think he would really be able to connect with someone who didn't have the best upbringing. I believe that he really needs to be told that he's strong enough for them, just as they need to be told they are deserving of love. Kirishima, especially as a 3rd year, would probably have learned a great deal from fatgum, and grown as a person with Tamaki. I think that both of you would push towards healing together and it would honestly be a really wholesome relationship.

Shoto:

So, This was Super fun for me, and I decided maybe I'd write for a few more characters, Please let me know if there are any characters/other fandoms you'd like to see! (tho for MHA, I haven't quite watched Season 5, so a few might characters might have to wait!)

Shinso, Iida, Tamaki, Mirio

Fluff/HC/Drabble

Shinso

I think that Shinso would be a good match with someone unassuming, hear me out. He's worked his entire life hating his quirk, so someone who's not naturally talented I think would resonate with him and help him break out of his shell. Someone who has to work to make their quirk special, like Mirio. I also think that Shinso would be annoyed yet really need someone who was paid close attention to detail and organization. He's far from lazy, but tends to appear apathetic. I believe he'd need someone to snap him out of it and reveal his inner passion. I genuinely think he'd adore an animal lover. I do however think it doesn't matter to him if they were rough around the edges.

Iida

I think Iida would fall for someone who's open-minded. I know that seems broad, but I think it's the foundation for a good pairing. I headcanon that Iida would accidently fall for someone who gave him their attention. Having someone who takes his thoughts into consideration I think would really help him chill out a bit. Someone he knew would see his point and why he's such a stick in the mud and be able to calmly pull him out of his screaming fits. I also think as a 2nd or 3rd year it would be really important to have someone who Iida could learn to love himself and gain identity instead of idolizing his brother. In return I think he'd be magnificent as a security/stable person in his S/O's life.

Tamaki

For Tamaki, I think he'd easily fall for someone who's balanced. I realize that could sound bad, but Tamaki is constantly around people who're extroverted, and cheerful. Which is wonderful to balance him out, However I think someone who's balanced would have a larger sense of empathy for Tamaki, and he would feel he would be more understood when he shared his concern. Someone who has their own struggles but could assure tamaki that he's a lot stronger than he realizes. it might be controversial but I honestly headcanon they're quirkless/a civilian he saved and his heart went boom when they hugged him.

Mirio

Fluff/HC

Characters: Tanjiro, Zenitsu, Inosuke

These turned into more character analysis than necessarily ideal types, cause I genuinely think that none of these three would be very picky. They're littered with faults, like everyone else. But I hope it's an enjoyable read and an accurate headcanon!

Tanjiro Kamado:

Tanjiro needs someone with a resilient level of integrity. Tanjiro is incredibly intelligent, especially emotionally, and clearly cares about his family and his future, despite how it might turn out for him.I believe that he'd really require someone with an equal level of integrity, who wouldn't be upset with his passion but would indulge him in their own as well. One thing that sticks out to me is that Tanjiro isn't exclusively positive emotions all the time, he's furious at Muzan, He gets annoyed at Zenitsu, He gets mad at Inosuke. Even so, he manages his emotions well, journaling while on the mountain, speaking out when things aren't right, and using his understanding to help those around him. I actually think that he'd do well with someone who's very sensitive or struggles emotionally. Also... side note, I'm not gonna sugarcoat it, Tanjiro is literally... a hill-billy. He'd do well to find someone street smart or the boy gonna get robbed-

Zenitsu Agatsuma:

Oh boy, here we go: I think that he really needs someone who will give him unconditional love, and who's maybe more reserved than reactive. I think he'd value loyalty to a great deal, first out of insecurity then as he grew as a person, it would root more in respect for his partner. I don't think he'd be picky about interests, but he's a sucker for their attention, so I think he's up for most things, (maybe with a bit of complaining) I personally believe that Zenitsu gets more hate than he deserves, please hear me out. Zenitsu is in a constant state of anxiety for approval. Given his upbringing and the tough love he was shown, I think that he really doesn't know how to properly express that he needs support. He doesn't want to die, and he does NOT want to die single, alone. I'll be honest, I believe that we all have parts of ourselves which we wish were different, and Zenitsu's get displayed for comic relief (and it is very funny).

Inosuke Hashibira:

Atsumu x Reader, Oikawa x Reader, Kuroo x Reader

notes: best friend falls hard, knowing all too well it’ll never work, but the heart wants what it wants.

Angst

Atsumu:

his laugh echoed again through the gym, full and magnificent, filled with childish glee as his eyes crinkled in the corner, head cocked to the side as he listened for more, eyes focused. the only wish in your heart at that moment is that it was you over there.

now, it would be ridiculous to be territorial over his time, toxic even, seeming as you’ve not talked a whole lot, and were just friends. Atsumu often leaving mid-conversation to find his friends. but you would also be lying if you were to deny that you... loved him. 

you loved that abrupt cheer he lets out after a particularly good set, or the tiny glares he throws at his brother when Osamu points out his shoe’s untied. the way he chattered along, mouth half full, or when his eyes focused, perfecting his technique again and again. so why?

“they’re talking about cake pops” Osamu filled you in, leaning against the wall behind you, his eyes trained on your face, watching as the smile you plastered on didn’t actually reach your eyes.

“ah, I see that’s why he’s so.... engaged.” you murmured, watching as he placed an arm around them, joining in with them to laugh along too. you hated it, the bubbling, boiling feeling in your core, making you want to vomit, and scream and cry. the worst part knowing that it’s absolutely ridiculous.

“it’s for the best, he’s an idiot anyway, and I don’t want you to stop showing up for mario kart because the bozo with fewer brain cells ran ya off” Osamu added, and you smiled, aware he was trying desperately to comfort you.

ridiculous. but that’s never stopped feelings before.

Oikawa:

again, staring at your phone yet again, as a single text message popped on the screen, your homemade dinner growing cold. tonight was supposed to be the night. where you’d put in the effort. hoping just once he’d hold your hand during the movie, instead of screeching that your hands were ice cubes.

“hey there, I’m actually not coming to movie night, sorry. I got asked on date by ‘them’, wish me luck, this man is about to turn on the charm”

you stared at the screen, typing so many different responses, before settling for a simple thumbs up, throwing your phone to the other, vacant, side of the couch. it shouldn’t matter to you. best friends. you don’t mind... you... shouldn’t mind.

but all those little things add up, the one time he took off volleyball on a thursday night to plan to come over, he was bringing the ice cream, you were serving the snacks. all ruined cause of one text. You should be happy for him, but the next thing you know, tears are dripping onto the couch.

reaching over to the phone you shoot off a text to Iwa too, letting him know not to bother and to come over to take any food if he wanted to. the message left on read soon, as you set it back down as so much as texting felt exhausting.

now, maybe it all could’ve been avoided, but even so. even tho he hurts you. there’s no way you can be mad. for you’ve waited now too long to speak up, nodding along as he rambled about their gorgeous eyes. it would’ve been easy to simple ask, but then again. is anything regarding Oikawa ever simple?

so you sat there, tv playing, no ice cream to cry with. and nobody to blame.

Kuroo:

now, you should’ve expected it given his natural charm, soft eyes and boyish smile. expected him to sweep someone off their feet, and watch as he drapes his jacket over their arms, his conversation constantly filled with only them. no longer walking you home, as you shiver against the wind, tears freezing on your skin.

now, you’d never blame Kuroo, you should’ve been guarding your daydreams, keeping them grounded, even when he leaned in to check your homework over your shoulder during study nights, the edges of his hair tickling your face.

how he’d constantly ask you to the café, complaining that there was never any blueberry muffins left when he got there. your daydreams running wild as you’d gotten home, baking some, more and more, as you’d constantly gift them to him.

He had to admit, you were one of his best friends. but it stopped there, and you knew, but hearts retaliate in their own ways. breaking you as their ripped to shreds. over what? a polyester jacket. which brought you to now

walking the quiet streets, tears frozen to your face as you continue, phone left on do-not-disturb, as you hoped maybe it would get you out of your own head. walking along the roads, maybe to find Kuroo, maybe to simply appreciate the weather, or to cry where nobody could hear you. where your heart could tear you apart.

your feet finding their way to the café, walking through the door, as the heat stopped your shivering. looking up, growing instantly nauseous, as your heart stabbed you from the inside out, dying a little itself. the sight of Kuroo, feeding your muffins to his... special person. at your special table

inspired by King, by Lauren Aquilina

one shot,

I just finished pulling an all-nighter cause I couldn't sleep, so forgive me if my writing suffers because of it, I'll take it down if it seems really bad after I sleep haha

I was just too inspired to not write it, I know it's not my usual style, so sorry if it's spamming your feed, I just... really like it. Oikawa is my favorite boi

Oikawa leaned his head against the doorframe to his bedroom, the silence has a way of taking every thought, and twisting it. Sometimes the calm is necessary, but more often for Oikawa it was a place for the monsters, similar to the ones he believed to be under his bed as a child to swarm his head. Crushed didn't even begin to describe the feeling inside his soul as he walked into the room, giving way to the monsters.

        Sometimes, beyond the roar of his fans, the screaming of his friend, even your comforting words, Oikawa found his doubts eroding away at him. Akin to the way that salt slowly breaks down metal into rust, his walls were turning to dust before his eyes. 

        Your eyes scanned the room for Oikawa, both of you returning home after a grueling defeat. His usually chatty nature on the ride home was complete silence as he stared out the window. the sizzle of ramen didn't distract you from your concern as you stirred, continuing to worry as you placed the green onions on top. 

        His sniffling was what seized your attention first. As you rushed silently towards the door, gently knocking as you heard the crying stop for a second. You hesitated but cracked the door open just slightly, so only your eyes and nose were peeking in. the sight itself breaking your heart

        You ran over and knelt down next to Oikawa, his shoulders shaking with new-found sobs at your presence. he refused your gaze, focusing rather on the rug you insisted he buy. What Oikawa wasn't expecting was your arms pulling his face deep into your shoulder. a hand running through his soft brown hair, with the little curls on the end. 

        "are the monsters loud tonight?" you asked in a soothing voice as your other hand ran gently over his shoulder blades, applying gentle pressure to soothe the sore muscles as Oikawa relaxed into you, nodding. It could've been 5 minutes or 20. Your sweet voice soothed his mind as he relaxed a bit more, your fingers occasionally leaving his hair to wipe tears from off his cheeks.

        "You're so much more, reclaim your crown, my king" you whispered gently into his ear, his grasp tightening as a new flood of tears streamed down, but they weren't the same as before. maybe it was knowing that he didn't have to be alone anymore, it was wonderful having fans but sometimes it was so easy to feel lonely. 

Heat Waves (18+ Masterlist)

Ideal Types:

MHA pt 1 (Bakugo, Izuku, Kirishima, Denki, Todoroki)

MHA pt 2 ( Shinso, Iida, Tamaki, Mirio)

MHA pt 3 (Aizawa, Fatgum, All-Might)

Haikyuu pt 1 (Tsukishima, Kenma, Sugawara, Nishinoya, Kuroo)

Haikyuu pt 2 (Akaashi, Iwaizumi, Daichi, Asahi, Bokuto)

Demon Slayer pt 1 (Tanjiro, Zenitsu, Inosuke)

BatBoys (Dick Grayson, Jason Todd, Tim Drake, Damian Wayne)

TBHK (the skys are cloudly for now, forecast coming soon)

Horimiya (Skys are too cloudy to get a good read, stay tuned)

Unrequited:

Haikyuu pt 1 (Kuroo, Atsumu, Oikawa)

Bad Day:

Haikyuu pt 1 (Osamu, Akaashi, Iwaizumi)

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