oh, i miss everyone and almost every stupid thing i can name of. some i don't though! like i never realized how messy we were even with jinhyung and hai being so picky around us, we were really loud and said the most ridiculous things too. i guess i miss having that sense of youth we used to have and i know they do it to, we have talked about it. but it's like missing a part of your childhood or your teenage years, you know it's good in the past and it should remain that. i refuse to grow up sometimes, which is why everyone always tells me i write so much about. but hyuntae is my best friend, i can't miss him when i know he is always gonna be with me. maybe not in person, but in thought and in things i learned from him and that i will always be thankful for.