#clairsentence

Farthest back I remember was when I lived my ex bf. I went to bed and had slight control of my dream, in it I skipped down a long corridor. I wanted to be at a food stall like place, smelling food and eating. It doesn't change much but the noise does, and then something tells me "you know your not alone right?" Or something along those lines. I wake up immediately in a panic.

The next day I fall asleep. I dreamt I was at a stall storeish. And I see a toy box full of dolls, I touch the raggedy ann doll (?) And it immediately grips onto me trying to crawl under my skin. I immediately tried to fight it off. Saying i give it no power or it has no power to do this. I wake up. My ex bf does tarot and something starts bartering with him for me and my body. It offers me a place to rest and give up, and my partner love. We reject it call it dumb. We stop communication with it cause it was affecting him.

This could be before the last one but I'm not sure. I just know they happened immediately after eachother. I dream I'm in my home, and theres like this blob monster sitting on my couch. I remember in the dream I was hidding in the rooms. I'm with said monster and he tells me things wlll come for me whenever I'm alone. (At this day i broke up with my partner). Then boom it gets sexual, i beg for him and then immediately snap out and apolgize. He goes "thats a shame, I'll be back". Wake up, me and partner assume it's King Asmoday.

While I was hospilized I dreamt I kissed a demon girl with horns. She wants to go further but I refuse, it was weird cause like the dream was set up for sex but i refuse. She asks me why? I kiss her on the cheek and tell her I love god. She cries. In that dream I had mutiple alters to other Gods it was weird but I assume just drean stuff. The next day I dreamt of Uriel as bright light in my dream it was neat.

When I was sick with a fever I dreamt something came in the form of a deity, it was friendly until it touched me and I felt it zap something out of me. I dreamt it turned me into like a engine for my energy. It commented on making me a energy source.

When I was sorta...working undersomeone thats when I had the most dreams. I often told him about them. It was mostly about having his children and being married to him. Sorta drove me insane that whatever entity that was wanted me to actually have kids with him. It told me his initial and everything, even when he's upset. That was some sort of unfriendly demon, sort of.

I dreamt of Hermaphroditus saying they'll help me. I was having a rough patch with dysphoria at the time and was seeing which diety can help.

I dreamt of a statue of Aphrodite telling me "i can change fate". Next day i form a cool connection with a friend.

And then theres this time I pissed King Asmoday the hell off. My bad. He was in my dreams for awhile. At first he came and he was laying down with a book like he was going to sleep. He says if I'm curious he's here. I ignore that. Piss him off. Then boom nightmares. At first he would just berate me telling me stuff, forcing me to kneel. Kept me weirdly alone in my dreams. One dream he pets me and then it gets homosexual whoops.

Then I dreamt of King Paimon sitting on my bed. He was very cute. We talk i rub my face against him in which he tells me not to do that. We talk and he says I'm not ready to do deity work with him. He changes form, which then complains why he's in a turtle neck. Changes out of it. Theres a window and I'm like okay this is a dream I want it to snow! I open the curtains and he complains how he prefers spring better and the weather changes. Theres kids like in his room in the middle. He states something about liking them(?) He diddles me and infact Sping was quiet pretty in there.

Belial once stared down at me in a dream but it could lowkey be King Paimon cause he keeps pretending to be people.