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I love remembering things because I will say I'm "trans" recorded trauma and then remember I am technically cis recorded trauma. Lost media forever, but it was recorded, and it did happen, I was just too drunk to do anything about it and too traumatised to remember it until just now. And now I'm going to be double traumatised because I now remember bits of it. Yay.
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Has anybody ever thought about cnc that turns into r@pe. I feel like it would be such a popular trope/idea but idr if I've ever seen it before. Maybe I'm just blind tho lol.
Somebody should encourage me to traumadump in their dms.
I hate being a part in a body. When I finally get talking to people that I NEED to be around and then don't message for days because I'm not me and its not rly right (or doesn't feel it at least) to message if it isn't me. And then I feel fear and anxiety because I haven't messaged and become scared they will discard me even tho we have spoken exactly once.
Need to have someone break me like that again. To control my parts and threaten us when we don't comply with orders. To be who you want us to be and not who we need to be. To keep me under control. On a leash, even. It was the one thing our abvser was good at and that I truly miss.
Be a good dog and take it.
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Animal cruelty. (ocs)
Finished version
Daily affirmations for the abused dog (pt. 2);
I will be abandoned eventually.
I will be replaced.
My owner can and will get bored of me.
I am only as useful as my owner dictates.
My owner decides what I do and when.
I will always be thankful to be punished.
My owner is all I need.
I am to blame for all of my owner's problems.
My owner decides what is right for me.
Part 1
Daily affirmations for the abused dog;
I will always be perceived as prey.
I exist to be abused.
I will never be my own person.
I will forever be a lesser being.
I am only what my owner tells me I am.
I will always be obedient, whether I truly want to be or not.
If I am not abused, I am not fulfilling my purpose.
My existence will be changed to suit my owner's vision.
Part 2
