Man-eater in Male-Dominated Fields with Vaginismus
Summary: In a world full of men who think āforeplayā means breathing on you & hoping for the best, youāre just trying to pick the least catastrophic option. Unfortunately, both your options come with sharp teeth, bigger egos & even bigger problems. Youāre not scared. Not really.
Warnings: Soft!Kuna, Frat!Jo, Dark humor, Manipulation, Infidelity (non-sexual, & yesāit stops), Mentions of Vaginismus & its emotional/physical impact, MDNI, Smut (mildly explicit, but not Gratuitous), Minor Violence, Sukuna with his usual BPD.
A/N: I donāt know what possessed me to write this. Probably procrastinating on third-wheeling's ending like the professional clown I am.
Header & dividers are my own.
You sat with your legs crossed, pencil heels bigger than most dicks, swinging lazily, phone glowing dim between your hands.
The bar smelled like bleach and bodiesānot the kind of clean that reassured you, but the kind that said somebody mopped up vomit ten minutes ago and thought it counted.
Around you, men. Always men. Loud, slouching, one hand in their pockets like it made them seem mysterious instead of constipated. Youād watched them all night; they watched you too, though less cleverly.
One already tried to buy you a drink. He leaned in too close. His cologne smelled like rubbing alcohol and sugar. When you ignored him, his hand hovered over your thigh just long enough for you to consider snapping his fingers backwards.
He got the hint.
So now you sat alone. Gin sweating in your glass. Lipstick half-worn. Every man you looked at here looked like a cautionary tale in athletic-fit jeans.
It had been two years.
Not because you were a virgināgod noābut because the kind of men you let in once tended to stay long after you threw them out. And lately your body had been screaming at you about it. Heat pooled in your spine every time you leaned back in your chair. The occasional muscle memory of hands that never bothered to learn the map of you.
And you wanted it anyway.
You wanted it so badly it was annoying.
But you couldnāt even stand the thought of letting some two-pump stranger inside you, fingers rough and clueless, teeth on the wrong places, groaning into your hair like theyād split the atom.
You scrolled down to his name first.
Gojo Satoru
Your thumb hesitated over the message box.
Youād been seeing him casually for⦠a while. He liked to joke about how you ākept coming backā like it was some magic trick, as though you werenāt also seeing someone else behind his back.
Which he would deserve to know if you cared enough to explain yourself. Which you didnāt.
He sent you a message first, actually.
Satoru: miss me yet? š
You could practically hear it in his voice, that cocky edgeābut softer now. Not quite as loud as he used to be with the other girls.
You didnāt answer yet. Instead, you scrolled lower.
Ryomen Sukuna
A different kind of danger. He didnāt even pretend to be nice about it. He spoke to you like he already owned you, and it irritated you enough to keep entertaining him.
He sent you something too.
Sukuna: Where the fuck are you tonight. Donāt make me come find you.
Always like that. Possessive, like he could sense when your attention strayed.
You set the phone down for a second and surveyed the bar again. Two guys by the pool table glanced away when you met their eyes. You could already picture what theyād say if you took them homeāyouāre so tight, baby, youāre soā
You werenāt doing it because cheating thrilled you.
You were doing it because some drunk college girls crying in a bathroom had asked you to chew them up, spit them out, then feed that mess to the ones whoād hurt themāso itād feel like they still had the last word.
Gojo was notorious for saying whatever you needed to hear until he got what he wanted, then never looking back. And Sukunaāwell, he was Sukuna.
The girls werenāt even your friends.
Youād just drunkenly agreed, because female tears had always meant more to you than a manās life.
The girls had all graduated now. No calls, no texts. You didnāt mind.
Theyād told you to do whatever it took. Sleeping with him had been the least of it.
You took a sip. Let it burn.
When you picked up the phone again, you decided to ask them both what you really needed to know.
Not outright, of course. You liked to watch men squirm.
To Gojo, you typed:
You: Tell me, do you actually know what youāre doing? Or do you just talk a big game because everyone assumes youāre good?
The little typing dots appeared immediately.
Satoru: ā¦excuse me???
Satoru: You doubt me??
Satoru: Babe. Iām offended.
Satoru: You know how many women have cried for me?
You rolled your eyes so hard it almost hurt.
You: I asked if you know what youāre doing. Not if you make women cry.
He sent a selfie of himself looking mock-hurt, fingers over his heart. Then:
Satoru: Come over and let me prove it then. ā¦Unless youāre scared Iāll ruin you for everyone else. š
Typical.
You flipped to Sukuna.
You: Do you actually care about a womanās pleasure, or are you just⦠fast and loud and think that counts?
You watched the dots come and go. Then:
Sukuna: the fuck kind of question is that
Sukuna: you think Iām some frat boy?
Sukuna: I donāt even take my pants off unless I know youāll be begging me by the end of it.
You smirked at that one despite yourself.
At least he wasnāt pretending to be humble.
You: So what does begging mean to you?
Sukuna: you. on your knees. clawing at me. not even pretending you want it to stop.
You set the phone face down on the bar.
They were both horrible in their own waysābeautiful, dangerous, capable of wrecking your life if you let them.
Which you probably would.
Neither knew about the other.
And neither knew about Ino, whoād caught your eye in quiet moments between classes. Awkward, dorky, and inexplicably charming in a way that didnāt smell like bleach or entitlement.
He sat two tables down now. Glasses slipping down his nose while he scrolled through something on his phone, embarrassed when Nanami barked at him from the doorway. Toji walked by and flicked his ear.
Ino just mumbled something and adjusted his collar.
You watched him longer than you meant to.
Then picked up your phone again.
Satoru: still typingā¦
Sukuna: where the fuck are you. answer me.
You slid your fingers over the glass, half-distracted by the shape of Inoās hands around his drink, the way he held himself like he was already bracing for impact.
And when the bartender came by, you handed her your empty glass.
āAnother?ā she asked.
You smiled, slow. āNo,ā you said. āI think I just made up my mind.ā
Your legs were going numb against the stool, but you didnāt move yet.
Not until you were sure.
The gin had long since gone warm in your glass, and the texts from Gojo and Sukuna were still sitting there, glowing like two separate little threats.
Satoru: Just say when and where. Promise Iāll make you forget every other guy youāve met. š
Sukuna: if youāre fucking someone else iāll break his neck. now pick up the fucking phone.
You scrolled up through their old messages absently, studying their words like they were evidence exhibits. They kind of were.
You werenāt sentimental about this. You didnāt want someone whoād light candles and whisper about āmaking love.ā
You just didnāt want your own body to betray you again.
Two years without sex had made the vaginismus worse. You knew it.
Every time you even tried to use your own fingers, you could feel itāthat snap-shut, burning lock that even the most tender partner would mistake for disinterest or rejection.
And tenderness wasnāt exactly the word that came to mind with either of these men.
So now you had to figure out whose dick would hurt less.
Or, more precisely, which one actually knew how to use it.
You picked up your phone again and typed.
To Gojo:
You: Iām serious. How big are you actually. Because if itās just ālooks big in sweatpantsā big, then Iām not impressed.
He answered faster than humanly possible.
Satoru: LMFAO
Satoru: Youāre adorable.
Satoru: Iām not some āsweatpants bigā guy. Iām ruin-your-life big. Iāve had women cry after bc they couldnāt walk the next day.
Satoru: But you? youād handle it. Iād make sure of it.
You snorted. Of course.
That didnāt tell you anything.
Men who brag like that were usually five inches and counting the base.
So you moved to Sukuna.
You: If itās just all attitude and no follow-through, you can stop pretending now. Better be honest.
A beat.
Sukuna: I donāt pretend.
Sukuna: big enough to split you in half if I wanted. but I know how to make it good for you.
Sukuna: I donāt rush. I make sure you remember me for weeks.
Marginally more promising.
Still unprovable.
You locked your phone and finally uncrossed your legs, standing up just as someone bumped into youāa clumsy boy with messy brown hair and glasses slipping down his nose. He was holding a stack of books and muttered something like āsorryā without meeting your eyes before scurrying to a booth at the back.
You didnāt have to look twice to recognize him. Ino.
Poor bastard.
Nanami and Toji had been making sport of him since the semester startedāyouād seen it more than once. Nanami with that quiet, surgical disdain, and Toji with open, brutish mockery, smirking when Ino fumbled his notes or tripped over himself.
Theirs was an odd friendship. Nanami and Toji, polar opposites when you saw them together, but somehow laughed at the same jokes.
Even now, you could see them at the other end of the bar, watching him from their table like wolves scenting a rabbit. Nanami adjusted his hoodieās collar and muttered something to Toji, who laughed low in his throat.
Ino dropped a pen trying to sit down, and Toji made a little show of clapping for him. Ino just straightened his shoulders and ignored them, whichāyou had to respectāshowed more dignity than youād have expected.
You glanced back at your phone. Still nothing useful.
You needed⦠data. You needed something more concrete than ego and metaphors about splitting you in half.
So you texted Gojo again.
You: Do you know what a clit is, or is it just a rumor youāve heard about.
Satoru: ā¦
Satoru: Youāre hilarious
Satoru: Babe, I could find it in the dark with both hands tied behind my back.
Satoru: And I wouldnāt stop until youāre shaking.
Satoru: You think I got this reputation by accident?
You rolled your eyes so hard it hurt.
To Sukuna:
You: Howās your⦠technique. Do you think two fingers jackhammering counts as foreplay, or do you actually know what youāre doing.
Sukuna: hah
Sukuna: I know what Iām doing.
Sukuna: I take my time. mouth, hands, everything. I know exactly how to tear you apart & put you back together.
Sukuna: but if youāre scared, say so.
Both of them sounded exactly like every man youād already dismissed tonight.
But at least they were clean. Probably.
When you finally left the bar, you still hadnāt made up your mind.
---
It was almost annoying how many people noticed you when you walked onto campus.
Eyes followed you through the courtyard. Whispers followed tooānot the cruel kind, but the awed kind. Youād been here long enough to recognize it.
More women than men noticed you, actually. Which you preferred.
Gojo was already leaning against the wall outside the astrophysics building, sunglasses on, grinning like heād been waiting for you all morning.
āHey, stranger,ā he called out, loud enough that half the crowd looked up. āDonāt tell me youāre still mad at me for last night.ā
You didnāt break stride. Didnāt even look at him.
āAh,ā he murmured, theatrically clutching his heart as you passed. āPlaying hard to get. Love that.ā
From the corner of your eye you could see his friendsāSuguru among themāwatching, amused.
Gojo flashed them a look as if to say, See? Mine.
Then you heard another voice. āDonāt fucking ignore me.ā
You turned your head just slightly to see Sukuna standing at the other end of the courtyard near the MBA building, arms crossed, tattooed fingers tapping against his bicep.
He was watching Gojo with a look that could kill a small god.
āTell him to fuck off already,ā Sukuna said, loud enough for everyone nearby to hear.
Instead, you kept walking.
Gojo called after you, āDonāt worryāsheāll come crawling back. They always do.ā
Sukunaās laugh followed you too. Dark and low. āSure. Until she figures out youāve got nothing to offer but talk.ā
The crowd was eating it up.
But you? You just kept walkingātoward the library, where Ino sat at a table in the corner with his laptop, headphones in, blissfully unaware of the spectacle outside.
Even now, Toji and Nanami loitered nearby, pretending to look at a notice board while muttering under their breath and occasionally glancing toward Ino.
You slipped into the chair opposite him, setting your bag down deliberately.
He looked up, startled. āUh⦠hi?ā
āHi.ā You leaned your chin on your hand and watched his ears go pink. Not with romantic shynessāwith the quiet, resentful kind of embarrassment someone gets when theyāre used to being laughed at.
Nanamiās voice drifted over from the notice board. āIno, you forgot how to talk again?ā
Toji chuckled low. āLeave him. He canāt help being useless.ā
You didnāt bother looking at them.
Instead, you stared at Ino like you were considering somethingāwhich you were.
Ino cleared his throat and tried to focus on his screen.
Behind you, Sukunaās voice cut through the murmur of the library.
āGet your ass over here,ā he called.
A beat later:
āOr better yetāget over here and apologize for ignoring me.ā
You didnāt move.
Then Gojoās voice, almost overlapping, āThere you are. I was starting to think you didnāt love me anymore.ā
Both of them stood on opposite sides of the library now, staring each other down across the tables and pretending they werenāt drawing an audience.
Suguru had appeared behind Gojo at some point, smirking faintly, and Toji was openly enjoying himself now, leaning against the doorframe.
You glanced up at them briefly.
āDo I know you?ā you asked flatly.
Gojo froze mid-step. Sukunaās head tilted dangerously to the side.
Someone at a nearby table snickered.
You smoothed your sleeve and opened a book, pretending they werenāt even there.
That was the worst part for them, you knew.
Not the silence.
Not the rejection.
But the sheer audacity of a womanāthe woman everyone else wanted on their arm, not to love but to gain status through showing her offāacting like they were nothing but classmates.
It made them both seethe.
You didnāt even hide your little smile when you saw their fists clench at their sides, as if the idea of you walking past them without a word was more humiliating than if youād slapped them.
And across from you, Ino finally risked a glance up at youāhis expression confused but not hopeful.
He wasnāt stupid.
He knew what this was: not kindness, just curiosity.
Which was more than most men youād met could say.
You kept reading.
Let them stew.
Youād just started enjoying the quietātheir wounded pride hanging in the air like humidityāwhen the chair beside Ino scraped back.
You didnāt look up right away, but the movement was impossible to ignore.
A tall figure sat down next to Ino, dropped his messenger bag without ceremony, and leaned over his shoulder to mutter something in his ear.
Ino stiffened slightly, then relaxed again.
And thenākiss.
Right there, in front of you and everyone else pretending not to watch, Choso leaned in and pressed his mouth against the hinge of Inoās jaw. Not a shy kiss, not obscene eitherājust intimate enough to make the back of your teeth ache.
Your head came up then, slow.
Choso didnāt even look at you at first. He was busy glaring at Nanami and Toji where they stood, still trying to look like they owned the room.
Nanami met his gaze for about three seconds before glancing away, jaw tight. Toji didnāt bother hiding his grin, but even he seemed slightly less smug under the weight of it.
Youāmeanwhileāsat perfectly still, fingers curled around the corner of your page.
Of course.
Of course the one man on campus who you thought might be worth unraveling turned out to already be spoken for.
And by Sukunaās brother, no less.
You didnāt let it show on your face.
Choso finally glanced at you across the desk. His eyes stayed on yours, polite, but his mouth barely moved when he finally spokeāquiet enough that only you could hear him.
āā¦Choso. Nice to meet you,ā he murmured.
The corner of your mouth tugged. āLikewise,ā you replied, tone perfectly polite.
And the worst partāthe worst partāwas that you couldnāt even hate him. Not even internally.
Because that was what it looked like, you thought. What youād never had and never wanted but envied all the sameāsomeone who could touch you in public and mean it without making it about himself.
You forced yourself to look back down at your book, even though you could feel both Gojo and Sukuna watching you from opposite ends of the room, simmering.
You didnāt acknowledge either of them.
---
It was later that afternoon when Gojo found you alone in the empty hallway outside your seminar room.
You didnāt bother looking up when he leaned against the wall next to you, still wearing those obnoxious sunglasses even indoors.
āI owe you an apology,ā he said finally.
You blinked at him.
āFor⦠what?ā you asked coolly.
He scratched the back of his neck. āYāknow. Being⦠that guy.ā
You raised an eyebrow. āYouāll have to narrow it down.ā
He grinned faintly, but it didnāt reach his eyes. āā¦For assuming youād just keep orbiting me. Even though Iāve been a dick.ā
You watched him for a beat. Then finally shrugged. āYouāre forgiven.ā
His relief was instant. He draped an arm lazily over your shoulder like nothing had happened and started babbling about dinner plans before you even finished gathering your things.
By the time he walked you out of the building, he was already back to talking about how much youād āmissedā him and how you ālooked like you needed it bad.ā
You ignored him and unlocked your car.
---
You found Sukuna waiting outside your apartment building that night, leaning on the hood of his car like he owned the place.
You stopped a few feet away, arms crossed.
He didnāt speak for a long moment.
Then finally:
āā¦I fucked up.ā
Your eyebrow ticked up.
āIām not good atāwhatever the fuck this is,ā he continued, staring somewhere over your shoulder. āBut. I donāt wanna make you feel like I own you. I just⦠donāt like seeing other assholes think they can touch you.ā
You stared at him evenly.
āThatās sweet,ā you said dryly, after a beat too long. Just enough to make him uncomfortable.
He snorted. āDonāt push it.ā
But he didnāt touch you. Just opened your door for you when you moved past him.
You forgave him, too.
And unlike Gojo, he didnāt immediately bring up sex afterward. He actually asked about your assignments. Let you vent about some professor who kept calling you miss instead of doctor. Even offered to break the guyās kneecaps if you wanted.
It was unsettling how that almost made you like him.
---
You hadnāt planned on sleeping with either of them.
But Sukuna caught you off guard.
Youād let him walk you up to your apartment one night. He didnāt even try to come in at firstājust leaned in the doorway, arms crossed, muttering that your building āsmelled like a home full of mint and bad decisions.ā
You didnāt remember who kissed whom firstājust his hands. Bracing on either side of your face, hot and steady, his thumbs dragging over your cheekbones like he was trying to memorize you. His mouth was rough, not rushedābruising yours deliberately, tilting your chin where he wanted itābut he never pushed past what you gave him.
And before you realized what you were doing, youād already tugged him inside by his shirt.
He followed you without a word, lips skimming the side of your neck, fingers already working at the zipper of your dress.
But when he pressed you back against the wall, you froze.
Not from fearājust muscle memory, bitter and familiar, your body locking up the way it always did when it remembered how bad it could hurt.
He caught it instantly.
His mouth stilled against your shoulder.
His eyes flicked up to yoursāsharp, assessingāand then he stepped back a full foot, hands raised slightly.
āYou good?ā he murmured.
You nodded too fast.
He narrowed his eyes faintly, watching you for another second. Then said, low and rough, āTake your time.ā
Thatāmore than anythingāmade you feel like your lungs worked again.
When he finally guided you toward the bed, he didnāt crowd you. He just stripped your t-shirt and shorts down lazily, leaning back on his elbows, watching you sit there with your hands in your lap like you were waiting for a verdict.
āYou scared?ā he asked, voice quieter now.
You hesitated. āā¦Not scared. Justāā
āātight,ā he finished for you, flat and certain. āDoesnāt go in easy. Hurts if they donāt know what the fuck theyāre doing.ā
Your head snapped up at that.
He gave you the faintest smirkānot unkind. āFigured it out the first time you locked up under my hands.ā
Your face burned.
But instead of mocking you, he just leaned closer and murmured, āDonāt worry. Iāll take care of it.ā
And for the first timeāyou wanted to believe someone. Him.
He didnāt touch himself first. Didnāt rush.
He settled between your thighs fully clothed, his palms bracing your hips as he leaned over to press slow, open-mouthed kisses into your ribs, your sternum, the hollow of your throatāuntil your shoulders softened under him and you stopped flinching.
When he finally let his hand trail lower, he didnāt try to slip inside. Not yet.
He just brushed you deliberately with his knuckles, circling slow, coaxing your hips into moving on their own.
He muttered something against your collarboneāsoft, like, āthatās it⦠just let me have itāāwhile his thumb dragged in lazy circles over your clit, his other hand still cradling the back of your neck.
You felt yourself unclench. Not all at once, but enough.
āBetter?ā he murmured, not even looking away.
You nodded, shaky.
āYeah,ā you managed.
Only then did he ease one finger insideācareful, shallowāpausing every time your breath hitched, waiting for the muscles to stop fighting him. He didnāt shove, didnāt even fully penetrate at first; just gently stretched you, curling slightly at an angle that burned but didnāt tear.
āStill good?ā he asked again, quiet.
āā¦Yeah,ā you whispered.
He added another finger, slowāstill patientāfeeling you tighten reflexively and then deliberately stroking along the inside wall, gently coaxing it to release.
By the time he finally slid his fingers out and kissed you again, youād stopped thinking about how this could go wrong and focused on the way his tongue flicked against your nipples.
When he lined himself up and pressed forward, you gaspedābecause he was big, more than youād expected even knowing his arrogance, and the initial stretch made your eyes stingābut he didnāt force himself the whole way in.
He stayed still halfway, lowering his forehead to yours, breath warm against your cheek.
āTell me when,ā he muttered.
You nodded against him.
It took longer than you wanted to admitāthe hot sting of your body learning how to take him, his hands gripping your hips steady but not moving yetāuntil finally you exhaled, and he sank in deeper.
He groaned against your earālow, sharp, but restrained.
āFuck, youāre tight,ā he murmuredābut it didnāt sound like a complaint or a bad thing like the others said it.
Once he had you there, he stayed still again for a moment, letting you adjust, letting the ache settle into something sharper but bearable. Maybe even pleasurable. His mouth brushed along your jaw, murmuring things you couldnāt even parseā"Youāre fine; look at me, just like that.ā
When he finally began to moveācareful at firstāyour body didnāt clamp down the way it usually did.
And when you came apart under him, it wasnāt because he hurt you or rushed you or made you feel smallāit was because heād taken his time, because he stayed, because he actually knew.
After, he didnāt roll away. He didnāt gloat.
He stayed half-propped on his elbow, tracing his knuckles along your jaw.
āYou were always fine,ā he murmured. āJust needed someone who knew what the fuck he was doing.ā
You swallowed, staring at the ceiling.
Because he was right.
And because for onceāfor onceāyou came and didnāt feel like erasing the memory of a man inside you.
---
You didnāt see Gojo again until three days later, when you ran into Suguru and the others on campus.
He was unusually quietāleaning against a railing, staring off into the middle distance while Suguru rambled about something inconsequential.
You would have walked right past him if Suguru hadnāt stopped you.
āYou two good?ā he asked, glancing between you and Gojo.
Gojo straightened slightly and forced a grin. āYeah,ā he said easily. āSheās just shy.ā
You shot him a flat look.
Thenāalmost as an afterthoughtāhe added, āYou still coming to meet my parents this weekend?ā
You stopped cold. āWhat?ā
Gojo blinked. āā¦I saidāyouāre still coming to meet my parents this weekend, right?ā
Suguru stared at him like heād grown two heads.
You stared at him like heād grown three.
āā¦Youāve never even mentioned you had parents before,ā you said slowly.
Gojo just shrugged. āWell. Youāre special.ā
And just like thatāit clicked.
The endless cocky jokes, the endless women on campus falling at his feet, the casual way he wore everyoneās attention like it was his birthright. None of them knew anything real about him.
Not even you.
That night, lying awake in your own bed, you couldnāt stop thinking about how easy it had been to hate himāand how much worse it felt now that you couldnāt.
Man-eater status: intact.
But you still texted Sukuna again the next week anyway.
Because at least he never pretended.
---
You didnāt plan to intervene.
You never did.
But when you stepped out of the library that afternoon and saw Ino corneredāagaināit felt different.
Toji had him by the collar, slammed against the wall, grinningābored cruelty made flesh. Nearby, Nanami stood with his arms folded, radiating the quiet threat of a man methodically filing paperwork... and fully prepared to weaponize the stapler.
Ino didnāt even try to struggle anymore. His knuckles were white where he gripped his books; his jaw was tight, but he wouldnāt meet either of their eyes.
Youād been watching this exact scene play out for weeks. Maybe months.
But something in you finally snapped.
Your heel struck the floor harder than you meant as you crossed the courtyard. āāThatās enough,ā you said evenly.
Nanamiās head barely turned. Toji raised an eyebrow.
āAnd here comes the princess,ā Toji drawled.
You stopped just short of them, arms loose at your sides, eyes on Ino. āLet him go.ā
Nanamiās mouth quirked humorlessly. āNot your business.ā
āIt is now,ā you replied.
Toji snorted. āWhatās this, you finally scraping the bottom of the barrel?ā
āLet. Him. Go.ā
Toji stared at you, his hand still gripping Inoās collar, his eyes narrowing just slightlyāand then, suddenly, another voice cut through the air.
It wasnāt calm.
It wasnāt even words at firstājust a guttural noise that made everyone freeze.
You didnāt even see him coming until he shoved Toji so hard the man staggered backward, slamming into the wall.
The entire courtyard went silent.
āYou two think youāre big men, huh?ā Gojo hissed, pulling his sunglasses down, eyes blazing. āPicking on someone whoās got more fucking guts than both of you combinedāā
Nanami barely had time to turn before Gojoās fist connected with his jaw.
It wasnāt clean. It wasnāt pretty.
It wasnāt the cool, untouchable Gojo everyone expectedāit was messy and furious, years of pent-up hurt boiling over.
Toji recovered first, swinging hard at Gojoās ribs. The sound of it made your stomach turn.
Gojo didnāt even flinch.
You caught yourself stepping forwardāstupid, dangerousābut before you could interfere again, someone else did.
Choso.
He appeared at the edge of the fray like a shadow and moved fastāgrabbing Toji by the collar and yanking him back, slamming him to the ground. His hand was already red, blood gathering at his knuckles as he delivered another blow.
For a second, it was chaosāfists and curses and heavy, wet sounds of impact.
Then Nanami finally shoved Gojo off and backed away, wiping blood from his mouth.
Toji followed, laughing low, already retreating.
āYouāre both insane,ā Nanami muttered, straightening.
Gojo didnāt answer. He was breathing hard, with blood at the corner of his lip and one sleeve torn.
Choso hovered just behind him, still glaring after Toji and Nanami, his fingers curled protectively around Inoās arm.
You watched themāall of themāin silence.
---
Later, you found Gojo sitting on the steps outside the engineering nerds dorms, head bowed, knuckles split.
You didnāt speak at first.
And when you finally sat down beside him, he didnāt look up.
āā¦You didnāt have to,ā you murmured.
His laugh was low and humorless.
āCouldnāt help it,ā he admitted.
You studied himāhis profile still sharp even in defeat, his fingers twitching against his knee like he wasnāt sure what to do with them.
He turned finally, eyes a little too bright.
āI thoughtāā he started. Then stopped.
You swallowed.
āGojo,ā you spoke gently.
He flinched at the sound of his name.
āI donāt think this isā¦ā You searched for the word. āEnough. For me.ā
He stared at you like he didnāt understand.
āI want to see other people,ā you said finally.
The words hung in the air, cruel and clean.
His jaw flexed, but he didnāt argue.
Just nodded once, slow, and let you stand up without another word.
When you glanced back over your shoulder, he was still sitting there, staring at the ground.
---
You didnāt mean to end up at Sukunaās door.
But by the time you climbed his stairs and knocked, your legs were already shaking.
He answered shirtless, soft spiky pink hair mussed, a faint scowl softening when he saw your face.
āTook you long enough,ā he muttered, stepping aside to let you in.
You dropped your bag and kicked off your shoes without ceremony.
The apartment was warmer than you expectedācluttered but clean, a faint smell of dark rose and soap.
You hovered in the doorway for a beat before he tilted his head toward the couch.
āYou gonna stand there all night?ā
You settled on the edge of the couch, suddenly heavy.
He watched you for a long moment, then crouched in front of you, hands on your knees.
āDonāt look at me like that,ā he said quietly.
āLike what?ā
āLike youāre waiting for me to hurt you.ā
You swallowed.
āIām not,ā you whispered.
His fingers squeezed gentlyāenough to ground you, not enough to bruise.
āYou wanna stay here tonight?ā he asked finally.
You nodded.
āAlright,ā he murmured.
It wasnāt like you expected.
He didnāt press or push or even touch you much after that.
You curled on his bed fully clothed, cheek against his pillow, his scent already working its way into your lungs.
He lay on his back beside you, one arm flung over his face, breathing steady.
You stared at the ceiling.
Youād told yourself this was just about power.
About control.
About proving you could take and take and never give too much of yourself.
But lying thereāthe fight still echoing in your chest, Gojoās silence still heavy in your ribsāyou felt something else creep in.
You didnāt name it.
Didnāt dare.
Sukunaās hand brushed against yours under the covers, rough and warm.
You didnāt pull away.
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The next morning, you walked back across campus with Sukuna at your side.
Heads turned. Whispers rose.
Nanami stood near the library steps, arms crossed, eyes following you both.
Toji whistled low when you passed, a faint bruise still blooming at his jaw.
And at the far end of the quad, Gojo leaned against a railing, watching youāno sunglasses this time, eyes bare and strange and quiet.
You didnāt slow.
Didnāt stop.
Because you already knew what theyād say.
And because you already knew what youād say back.
Man-eater status: Undefeated.
Even if, just this once, you let yourself rest your head on someoneās shoulder and pretend it didnāt matter.
A/N: I blacked out halfway through writing & woke up holding a glass of wine whispering āhousehusband Ryomenā to myself.
š³ļø Poll: Who shouldāve been smited harder?
š„ Toji
š„ Nanami
š„ Gojo (for his parents reveal)
š„ Me (for writing this)
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