#charkin

may 21 ; 2026

I was home again. Your throne was still empty.

I miss you.

-Char, Blocktales oc kin, #sunstruck

Peeled, sliced apples. Sweeter ones, specifically. Coal had always offered them to me for as long as I can remember, due to them being my favourite. Especially on days where I wasn't doing well.

While I don't have apples often, whenever I do, it always reminds me of the saftey and comfort he and dad would offer.

-Char, Block Tales oc kin, #sunstruck

I'll just leave it at that. We don't need me sending in a whole wall of text about how much I miss him. Especially when he'll never be around to see it. Maybe that's for the better, actually.

He wouldn't want to see me like this.

I hope you rest easy,

-Char, Block Tales oc kin, #sunstruck

He was my first and only proper friend, to be honest. Obviously my brother doesn't count, and the knights or other people of the castle don't count either. My brother is my brother, and the others would be kind, sure, but kept their distance due to the whole prince thing.

Griefer didn't care about that at all. If anything, his quests to make me cause some form of chaos were probably attempts to push me away from the whole prince thing,

Everything used to be so simple and sweet… I like remembering it. But simultaneously i don't. I know what happened afterwards. Not very fun to remember, to be honest. Not very fun at all. Yet, my heart still aches for what once was.

-Char, Block Tales oc kin, #sunstruck

It seems that it's "dad missing hours" again. Time to look at a bunch of fan art and pretend I'm still there with him.

-Char, Block Tales oc kin, #sunstruck

The amount of times I've come here wanting to yell and shout about everything you did to me, and how much I just wish I could break your ribs again like you did mine, is truly just sad at this point.

I keep it to myself. None here who might share your name are you. None should feel terrible for something that happened to someone that doesn't exist for them. It would be cruel to them, and do nothing to you, because you don't exist here, either.

So I keep it to myself.

But god. I just wish your blood covered my hands once more.

No matter how much I yearn for our past friendship; your actions have poisoned the very water and ground that held that bridge that once stood there, a long time ago.

I hope you find joy in spending time with the man who killed my father; and the man who tried to kill you, too. You two were made for each other.

-Char, Block Tales oc kin, #sunstruck

-Char, Block Tales oc kin, #sunstruck