I think the joy of G.rian is that in the beginning of a weight gain scenario, he absolutely would be embarrassed as hell, feeling all vulnerable with it. You’ve mentioned it before- he’s always trying to present his very specific persona, after all, and this is definitely not part of it- he doesn’t want to come off as soft, but now softness is just part of his body.
I really do think he could come to own it, though. Enjoy the sensation of his growing body. Especially if he knew some of the others were horny for it. “Soft” might not be part of his persona, but bratty and a bit demanding certainly is. I think he should sit himself down on his rapidly spreading ass and enjoy teasing whoever’s around him with little peaks of his body, with the potential promise of getting to touch him if they bring him more snacks. He’d take so much joy in requesting a just a little bit more, keeping their reward just out of reach until either they get sick of it or he’s worked himself up too much to resist letting himself get groped at least a little.
Idk let the boy be round and let him learn to enjoy it. Let him have a soft belly and heavy tits and wide hips and thick thighs and arms and a cute little double chin. He deserves it I think.
"'Soft' might not be a part of his persona, but bratty and demanding certainly is"
THIS. THIS RIGHT HERE. You've NAILED what I had in mind for G.rian with my big feederism H.ermit tier list. As soon as he stops clinging to that paper-thin scrap of a self-image he'd be the most insanely flirty teasing feedee, playing coy and oblivious but also totally incapable of hiding how turned on his own ballooning body makes him.
It's not just the weight itself, though, is it? With G.rian, there's always part of it that's about the attention. The effect his body has on other people affects him too... I think that'd be a really good way of having him "learn to enjoy" being big, like you said— putting on some weight by accident and realising one of his partners (picturing M.umbo but it could be anyone tbh) is extremely into it & thinking "hmm let's see where this leads". Starting to gain more intentionally, giving into cravings he's been trying to suppress for years and it feels so good, lettting himself go like this... He's definitely not into it though. Nooo no no no, this is just... Some temporary fun! It makes his partners happy, and he can always work off whatever junk he doesn't want in his trunk, right?
Yeah, right.
Days turn to weeks, and while G.rian has grown a lot in various exciting ways, some other very important things are steadily shrinking:
His desire to lose that "little" bit of "temporary" weight
The feasibility of losing it and of ever going back to his old size
The belief that he's doing all this just for his partners' reactions with no personal enjoyment whatsoever
His sense of shame (which is partly caused by ↓)
His wardrobe, specifically the number of clothes that cover him decently :3
Anyway you are so so correct, G.rian wg is as much about the journey as it is about the destination— and the destination is that post about how a fat belly and love handles can be a slut waist if you're not a fucking coward, hell yeah 🥰








