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Fireflies/Hotaru - the nominal fireflies reveal themselves during Genji’s creepy matchmaking scene
Sorry I’ve been a bit slow as of late! My job called me back in so now i’ve been working long days inside a closed bookstore lol apparently, we’re essential!
Anyway...
I wanna point out how jealous the first paragraph of this chapter made me. “All those that relied on him (Genji) had also settled into ideal circumstances, living as they wished with no anxieties, pleasantly passing the time.” Like, ugh, once again conflicted about my desire to live in Genji’s palace!
Of course, we are swiftly reminded of the downside to living in Genji’s Palace of Pleasure by Tamakazura’s plight. Genji is being a hella creep to her and she feels like she has no one to turn to. It really sucks. She still has some a bunch of suitors writing to her, and she feels stuck between a bunch of shitty situations tbh.
Prince Sochinoiya is one such suitor who actually manages to get a reply out of Tamakazura. Well, it’s not really a reply, but one that is ghost written by one of the handmaidens, but still. It’s more replies than anyone else has gotten. So, the Prince just shows up to check out his potential bride-to-be. Tamakazura is super not into this but allows herself to be in a dark room behind a screen with the Prince after much cajoling on Genji’s part. Then, Genji as an idea. He randomly unleashes a bunch of fireflies into the room so that when they flash, the Prince can get a glimpse of Tamakazura. It has the desired effect, and the Prince is driven mad with desire.
Later, it is the Sweet Flag Festival, and Genji holds a celebration, cuz of course he does. I swear, there’s a festival for every day of the year and there’s always a hot event going down in Genji’s palace. A bunch of people come over to watch the festivities, which include riding and various games. Genji spends the night with Hanachirusato and the two discuss various matters of gossip, but end up sleeping in different beds (seems to be happening a lot to Genji lately 👀)
Meanwhile, it’s rainy season, and all the ladies have been stuck inside for a while, and so, the ladies begin to entertain themselves by telling stories and creating artwork to go along with them. Tamakazura is especially interested, because it seems the poor girl is in dire need of some good ole escapism. Genji is a bit critical about this habit for whatever reason, and Tamakazura actually challenges Genji a few times about this (good for you, girl!).
Finally, the chapter closes out with Tu no Chujo (ugh i miss him) wondering wtf happened to that long lost daughter of his. He receives a mildly foreshadowing dream about reuniting with her, and so, now we wait for that amazing conversation between Tu no Chujo and Genji
~ Characters: Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles, Lexi Ackles(OFC), Shep Padaleci
~ Pairings: Jared x Lexk(OFC)
~ Warnings: Body Imagine Issues, Light Smut,
~ Word Count: 3,183
~ Un Beta’d - All Mistakes Are My Own
~ *FEEDBACK IS GOLD*
Catch Up HERE
The summer was unforgiving with its heat and thunderstorms as the days dragged on giving perfect conditions for good ole Texas get togethers. Jared and Jensen often got the families together for days at the lake and evenings by the pool with barbeque and lots of laughs. Although the adults drank on these days, Lexi did well with her sobriety. Although she wasn’t technically an alcoholic, she felt that she didn’t need to have it during this point in her life and did well on keeping it that way.
“Lexi!” Shep shouted. “Take your shirt off and jump in with us!” Tom sho
“How about I leave it on in jump in. I don't want to get too bad of a sunburn.” Lexi sat on the edge of the pool.
“Lexi,” Jensen said behind her. “We won’t make a big deal of-.”
“I know.” She looked back at him. “I just, baby steps.”
Jensen nodded. “How you want your steak, Punk?”
“You’re grilling steak too! Trying to fatten me up?” She poked fun standing and walking over to the grill.
“He needs to.” Jared said closing the grill. “You’re finally getting back those hips I like to watch.” He mumbled to Lexi walking passed.
“Dude, I’m right here.” Jensen stretched his arms out.
Lexi giggled. “Watch it. The kids might hear you.” She grabbed his side. “I’m going to get more tea and pretend there is vodka in it.”
Inside Lexi poured her tea into the glass, Jared following her into the kitchen. “Hey baby girl.”
“Hey, need another beer?” She turned handing him an ice cold bottle, closing the fridge door with her foot.
“Uh, yeah.” He the new bottle and set it down on the counter. “Thank you.” He placed his hands on her hips. “I just wanted to make sure I didn’t upset you with that comment I made. I didn’t think.”
“It’s alright. It didn’t bother me.” Her fingers entwined around his neck. “I know, I didn’t take care of myself too well in L.A. I looked sick.”
“Well, you’re filling back out,” He closed his eyes. “That didn’t, I’m not saying you’re-”
“Jared,” She laughed. “I get what you’re trying to say, babe. I know what you mean.” She let her arms drop and wrap her arms around his shoulders. “I’m trying to get back healthy so hopefully by the time that time comes, you will have plenty to hold on to.” She kissed his cheek as he nipped at her neck. “You smell like rum.” She giggles into his shoulder.
“Wanna taste a little?” He asked lifting his brows, grabbing the bottle.
She dropped her hands from his shoulders. “You know I'm staying away from drinking.”
Jared poured the liquor in a shot glass and set the bottle down. “I didn't say you were drinking it.” He downed the shot and gently grabbed the bottom of her tank top pulling her to him.
He leaned down to her lips and she could smell it on his breath. Tilting her head up meeting him halfway. Licking at his bottom lip he crashed his lips into hers delving his tongue into her mouth. She more than welcomed him, the taste and feel.
Forcing themselves to break apart she looked up at him. “Tastes good.” She said with a grin. “We really need to stop doing this.” She told him, pouting.
“Why?” Jared looked down at her. “If we both feel the same way about each other, why not just be together?”
“Because. I just-” Jared watched as her eyes drifted away in hesitance before finding Jared’s eyes again.. “Jared, it’s nothing to do with you. I just need to get through the issues I have after Chris first.”
“That makes sense and I completely understand.” He let his hands fall from her waist. “How about I cool it with the flirting for a while. See if it helps.”
“But, I like the flirting.” She smiled up at him. “But I guess that’s a good idea.” She reached up on her toes. “Just one more kiss though.” She touched her lips to his gently.
~
A week went by and although it was hard, Jared hadn’t flirted with Lexi. He was giving her what she needed from him. A friend. Someone who will listen and be a shoulder if needed. Someone that was there in Texas. Although Lexi still talked to Ellie all the time. They texted everyday throughout the day. But Jared was there nearly every weekend and talked with her face to face. Him being there meant more to her than he knew.
Lexi was home alone swimming in the pool. It was one of the few times she felt comfortable enough to go out in just her bikini and relax. She didn’t feel like everyone was just staring at her scars.
Little did she know Jared had stopped by and paused when he saw Lexi getting out of the pool. Jared watched her for a bit noticing the way her hips curved again. Her tiny bikini bottom hugged her rear in the most perfect way. His eyes traveled up to her breasts and the way they filled her top. He could feel his cock twitch in his pants as she made her way to the chair and grabbed her towel. She was definitely filling back out again and it made her even that much more irresistible to him.
She walked in the house and pulled Jared from his thoughts making him jump. “Oh!” She said surprised to see him. “I didn’t,” She looked at his stance and noticed him hiding behind the counter slightly. “Were you watching me?”
“I, uh, Maybe.” His guilty grin made her giggle.
“Perv.”
“I said I would flirt and I said I wouldn’t kiss you. I never said I wouldn’t stare at you.” He had his hands up
Lexi laughed. “What are you doing here?”
“Jay was calling you and you weren’t answering so I told him I was gonna swing by on my way home.”
Lexi picked up her phone seeing several missed calls and texts from her brother. She shook her head. “He is a worry wart.”
“I already texted him. I told him you were swimming.”
“Oh, thanks.” She said suddenly realizing how exposed she was in front of him.
She pulled her towel over her as much as she could and Jared noticed. “Lex, you don’t have to cover up.” He placed his index finger beneath her chin and tilted her face to look up at him,. “Don’t hide from me, okay?” She nodded. “And, I also have another reason for stopping by.”
“What’s that?”
“You know how Jay and I have a few weeks off soon?”
“Yeah.”
“Since he hand Danneel are going to Louisiana to see her family and Gen is taking the kids to her parents, I was wondering if you would want to go away on a little vacation with me?”
“Really? Where?”
“It’s a surprise.”
Lexi laughed. “You ask me to go away with you but won’t tell me where?”
“You’ll just have to trust me.” He kissed the tip of her nose.
~
The sun was low in the sky as Lexi sat on the beach, the waves crashing made a relaxing sound as she closed her eyes takingin the feeling of the warm sun.
“Hey, you okay?” Jared asked walking out the bungalow.
“Yeah, i’m good. Just enjoying the sun.” She looked back at him as he sat next to her. “Thank you, for this getaway. I still don’t know how you got everyone to agree to this.”
“Simple. We both needed it.” He leaned back on an elbow next to her.
“How did you swing this. The private beach and the bungalow?”
“Honestly?” She nodded. “Stephen.”
“Stephen?”
“This is his place.” Jared smirked.
“Remind me to give him a huge thank you.” She laughed, turning her attention back to the waves.
Jared laughed. “Will do. So, I just hung up with the kids.”
“I hope you told them I missed them and I hope they are having fun in Idaho.”
“Yes I did. And, they miss you too.” Jared watched as her eyes stayed razor sharp focused on the ocean.
“You sure you’re okay?” He touched her arm, getting her attention.
“No, not really.” She saw Jared’s brow furrow. “Don’t get all worried.” Che gave a breathy chuckle. “It’s nothing bad. I, I just,” She reached over entwining their fingers. “I miss you, Jared.”
“I’m right here.” He sat up next to her rubbing his thumb over her fingers. “You know that.”
“No, I - I mean I miss you.” She looked him in the eye. “I miss us.”
“Oh!” He cleared his thought. “But, I thought-”
“I know what the doctor about my recovery and Chris and all that jazz but, but this is what I say, what I want. “She kept her eyes focused on his. “I know you aren’t Chris and I know you wouldn’t treat me that way. I love you, Jared. And I’m ready to be with. Finally with no secrets or hiding or anything like that. To just be with you.” She placed her hand on his cheek. “I’m ready to be happy.” She kissed him gentle and long.
Their lips mingled till their tongue found one another. Jared slipped a hand around her waist pulling her closer to him. She climbed into his lab tangling her hands in his damp, messy hair, his grip tight on her hips. She worked the buttons on his white button down with quick movements ‘til it fell to the sand. Jared wasting no time pulling her tank top over her head and throwing it to the side. Lexi reached for his swim trunks pulling the velcro band.
“Wait, wait.” Jared pulled away out of breath. “I, I don’t have a condom. Are you still on the pill?”
“No! What do you mean you don’t have a condom?!” She looked at him surprised. “You always have condoms!”
Jared chuckled. “Yeah, when we were dating! Besides, you said you wanted platonic so I was being platonic.” He told her as she fell to his side with her hands on her face.
“You are the first man in history that actually listens to stuff like that.” Jared stood walking towards the house. “Where are you going?”
“The man had to have a condom somewhere in this house!” Jared said going walking up the steps, Lexi laughing as she got up to follow him. When she reached his room she let out a fit of giggles. “Son of a bitch!” Jared stood in the doorway with his hands on his hips. “Nothing. I can run to the store?”
“Yeah and it will be all over online by midnight. The world will know we are sleeping together before Jensen has his first sip of coffee. No that you!” She crossed her arms over herself. “UGH! Maybe you can just pull out?”
“Eh, that’s not a sure thing.” He told her as he imitated her pose.
“Oh!” She shot up and ran into her room. Jared followed her and saw her going through her bag. “Aha!” She held up a foil package. “When I told Ellie I was coming on this trip she put a handful of condoms in here as a joke. I forgot to take them out.”
“Thank you, Ellie.” Jared said scooping her up and tossing her on the bed.
Lexi let out a giggle before Jared grabbed her into a passionate kiss. His hands freely roamed her body, knowing his way around every curve she had. He moved briskly from her lips to her jawline, from her jawline to her neck. He spread soft precise kisses across her chest between her breasts, pulling the tie of her bikini lose with his teeth. He trailed down to her stomach to her abdomen as he began lowering her shorts.
Jared sat back on his heels as he pulled her shorts down her legs. “You’re so beautiful.” His voice drunk with want looking over her.
She crooked her finger, urging him to come closer, sliding her hands up his bare chest. The feel of him between her legs sent a shiver through her core. His cock firm, pressing against her as he thrusted lightly. Lexi had his sleep pants down his thighs when he grabbed her hands.
“Slow down.” He smiled as he kissed her. “I didn’t even open the condom yet.”
He slid out of his pants and sat on his heels. He opened the foil wrapper and slid the condom down his length. Hovering over her he encased her in his arms, the tip of his erection at her opening. She hitched her legs on his hips and he slid into her. She moaned letting her head fall to the pillow. Her body building for its eruption within her.
~
The car pulled to a stop in the drive. “So, you coming in?” She looked over at him.
“Uh, you sure you wanna do this now?” Jared asked looking at Lexi’s hand in his. “You think Jensen will be okay with us being together?”
She shrugged. “Only one way to find out.”
“And what if he doesn’t accept this, us?” He gestured between the two of them with opposite hand. “Will you be able to handle that right now?”
“I’m not pushing you away this time.” She kissed the back of his hand.
As soon as they walked into the house Danneel pulled her into a hug. “Look at you all sunkissed and gorgeous!
“Thanks, Dee.” Lexi smiled. “Where are the kids?”
“Gen took them for the day. They took over her pool.”
“Where’s Jay?” Jared asked as Danneel noticed how close he was standing to Lexi.
She saw the way he held his hand on her lower back as she sat down then she smiled. “Is something going on between you two...again?”
“Hey!” Jensen exclaimed when he walked into the kitchen. Jared out of reflex quickly removing his hand from her lower back. “How was y’all trip?” He asked squeezing his little sister tight before turning to Jared doing the same.
“It was good.” Jared told him.
“Relaxing and absolutely beautiful.” Lexi told him sitting next to Jared.
“I bet!” Danneel said crabbing coffee cups from the cabinet. “Coffee?”
“Yes.” Lexi said as Jared stood walking to the coffee maker. “I’ll take more pictures when we go back.”
“Go back?” Jensen asked sipping his coffee. “You plan on another trip?”
“Uh, yeah. Eventually.” Lexi walked over to sit at the counter. “How was yall trip?”
Jensen sipped his coffee not noticing Jared fixing two cups behind him. “Good, really good.” Jared walked around the counter, sipping from his. Jensen’s eyes darted from Jared to Lexi noticing the way they looked at one another. “Am I missing something?”
“Jay,” Lexi put her hand in Jared’s. “Jared and I are together.” Jensen sat the wordless looking at Lexi and Jared.
“So, so you’re saying you’ve, you’ve made this, you’re official?” Jensen scratched his head.
“Yes.” Lexi nodded. “I’m ready to move on and live my life, Jay.” She told him as Jared handed her the cup he’d fixed for her.
“Wait, what, you’re fixing her her coffee now?” Jensen asked gesturing his hand.
“What? You and Dee do it all the time.” Lexi said taking a big swig.
“Well yeah, but, we’re married.”
“So we have to be married for me to be able to fix her a cup of coffee?” Jared asked with a raised brow. “Do we have to be engaged for me to be able to buy her Starbucks?” He grinned.
“Not funny.” Jensen looked to his best friend but Danneel and Lexi couldn't stifle their giggles. Seeing Jared’s hand rest on her shoulder Jensen stepped forward. “You know what, if, if we’re gonna talk about this, you two need a little space.” He reached over the counter grabbing Jared’s arm. “You come here.” He said pulling him around to where he was standing. “And you stay there.” He pointed to Lexi.
“Why? Do you want him in easy reach when you try and hit him?” Lexi commented wrapping both hands around her cup.
“No, I’m not gonna hit him.” Jensen said rubbing his temples. “It’s just, I- you - he-” Jensen paused paused, looked at Lexi then turned to Jared. “Can we talk? Alone.”
“Of course.” Jared told him setting his cup down.
When the door to Jensen’s study was clothes he turned to Jared. “What are you doing?”
“Wha- I-”
“I thought you two were gonna wait?”
“She said she is done waiting. This was her doing, not me.”
“I’m sure she didn’t have to twist your arm.” Jensen chuckled. “So, now you two are,” He made an odd gesture with his hand.
“Are what?” Jared looked at his friend. “Sleeping together?” Jensen nodded with dislike. “We are, uh, have, did. I, uh, don't know how to answer that without pissing you off.” He rubbed the back of his neck.
“I’ll take that as you had sex on the trip.”
“Last night actually. And, and this morning.” He grinned.
“I don’t need to know that you screwed my little sister this morning.” Jensen said with his hands up.
“Jay, what is this about, really?” Jared asked. “You knew Lexi has been having sex since she was fifteen. You know how we feel about each other.”
“She’s my little sister man.” Jensen spoke with an exhale. “She has been through hell. She needs someone that,”
“That has all their shit together?”
“Jared, you have your own baggage.”
“Jay, You’re my best friend. You know me better than anyone else.”
“I know man, but- Look, it’s not that I don’t think you’re not good enough.”
“That’s exactly what this is.” Jared said. “Jensen, you were the number one guy in her life since she was eleven. You were her rock, her best friend, her big brother, her keeper. But, then I came along and it all changed. And then it was me she ran to and you hate that. And I broke her heart and you couldn’t protect her from that. So now to you, i’m not good enough for her. But, let's be real, Jay. In your eyes, no one will ever be good enough for Lexi. Not even me.”
Jensen ran a hand over his face then through his hair. “Jare, she’s 19. She’s young. Don’t, don’t knock her up or anything. Not until you both know you’re ready.” He swallowed hard. “And don’t get married any time soon, please. She is too young to be tied down just yet. Let her live her life. Make sure she doesn’t make it all about you. She will do that from time to time and you need to make sure she puts her wants and needs in there too.” He went silent for a bit. “If you really plan on doing this,” He looked at him. “Take care of her man.”
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Kayak gini sih jadinya ketika lama ga nulis, trus pengen nulis lagi. Haha dari kemarin tuh pasti aja ketahan terus. Udah depan laptop, udah buka tumblrnya, trus ga tau mau nulis apa. wkwk
Dulu kayaknya lancar banget. Kepikiran apa, tulis. Ngerasain apa, tulis. haha ya, pada waktu itu ngerasanya sih tulisan sangat membantu saya menguraikan kusut dan kalutny pikiran dan perasaan.
Waktu tuh cepet banget yah. Ga kerasa banyak hal berlalu gitu aja, dan ga sempat saya ‘abadikan’ dalam medium tulisan. Tau-tau saya udah pindah kerja, ketemu orang baru lagi. Temen yg ini nikah, yg itu pindah kota, yg itu pindah kerja, yg itu yg itu.. wah banyak lah. Haha Di tahun lalu saat udah ga nulis lama, saya pernah ngobrol sama temen, dan dalam obrolan itu (mungkin lebih tepatnya konsultasi) saya bilang saya kangen nuangin pikiran dan perasaan dalam tulisan. Saya ga nemu medium lain yg bisa menggantikan itu. Tulisan ngebantu saya kuat di masa2 saya sulit, pas bapak saya meninggal dan setelah itu. Tulisan ngebantu saya bersyukur, lebih bersyukur, lebih sadar apa yg mesti saya syukuri. Tulisan jadi teman saya di mana ngobrol hal-hal yg sangat personal ke sembarang orang adalah hal yg tidak memungkinkan.
Dan pada malam itu, saya menangis. Menangis yg aneh sih mungkin. Menangisi kelemahan saya, yg butuh hal-hal seperti ini untuk melanjutkan kehidupan. Menangisi diri saya yg hilang arah, ingin menjadi diri yg seperti ini tapi terjebak dengan diri yg seperti itu. Tapi menangis juga melegakan. Haha dan itu kayaknya menangis saya di depan orang lain pertama sejak meninggalnya bapak. Biasanya saya selalu menangis sendiri. Kembali ke keramaian dengan senyum meskipun mata masih merah.
Terima kasih empat paragraf sebelum paragraf ini, yg telah mau hadir lagi dan menyadarkan saya bahwa saya masih bisa cerita lewat tulisan seperti ini. Haha Ya, pelan-pelan lah, kita cerita-cerita lagi.
