I am back on my bullshit.

I don’t think this is too much of a spoiler so here’s a future moment from Past Lives where Uldren is admiring Cayde’s eyes. Who can blame the guy right? Honestly one of my favorite scenes. I’m a little shit at making comic panels though lol so my apologies.

In case anyone gets confused it reads left to right. And it says:

He wanted to etch their particular shade of blue into his memory somewhere.

For if there was life after death, he wanted those eyes to be the ones to greet him from the other side.

Oh.

Oh shit.

Cayde: Hey remember what I said.

Uldren: *Deep sigh*

Uldren groaned as he pinched the bridge of his nose, the stack of papers in front of him seemingly never ending. He couldn’t stand to read another word at the moment. His head was killing him.

Then there was a gentle knock at the door. He already knew who it was. He wasn’t sure why Cayde even bothered at this point with the formalities.

“Hey uh…you alright there?”

“Yes…” he said through gritted teeth. “I just have a headache.”

“Well have you—“

“Yes, I drank water already,” he snapped. “I knew you would ask.”

“Woah.” Cayde put his hands up in mock surrender. “Looks like you also have an attitude.”

Uldren slowly dropped his hand and deliberately looked up at Cayde, his tone full of ice when he spoke again. “Care to repeat that?”

“Did I stutter? Maybe that attitude needs to be fucked right out of you. C’mon. Let’s go.” Cayde jerked his head towards the exit. Uldren was so taken aback by Cayde’s suggestion he didn’t even know how to respond. His mouth opened and closed as he tried to form words. “Oh and uh…you’re gonna be dehydrated when we’re done so I’d suggest some water…after.”

The Prince sat there for a few moments, still absolutely dumbstruck even after Cayde walked out of the room.

He groaned low and deep in his throat. “Fuck me…”

Cayde pressed the other male up against the wall as he cuffed him. To the man’s credit, he didn’t fight it instead accepting his fate.

“Found a whole lot of Dark Ether on you. Wanna tell me about that?” Cayde said lowly into the suspect’s ear.

He answered with only three words:

“Go fuck yourself.”

Calling them all kinds of nicknames: sweetheart, darlin’, baby—you name it he’s saying it like a prayer while he’s pounding them into the sheets. He learns their body and uses that knowledge like a weapon. Wielding just like he would a knife or a gun, he’ll bring them to orgasm over and over and over.

He’s got the stamina. He’s going to outlast them and fuck them till they pass out. He doesn’t really care if he gets off or not, just seeing them a mess for him does things for Cayde he can’t put into words. But when he does get off—particularly for a certain uptight Prince his eyes do something rare…special even.

One night Uldren will ask him about it.

He’ll say “Did you know your eyes flicker? When you…” Uldren will clear his throat as his face heats a little. “When you finish?”

I maaaaaay have gotten a teeeny bit hyper focused on the idea of Cayde’s eyes flickering and made this lil mock up. It’s not quite done yet but I couldn’t stop myself from sharing lol. I usually don’t do animations coz they’re a damn pain.