#cas x reader insert

Usually he was with one of the brothers or with you, eager to learn new things so this was unlike him to be alone. You looked around you to see if Sam or Dean were anywhere in sight, just in case the left Cas for a minute but no one showed up after a few moments.

“What’s wrong, Cas?” You asked, walking inside the library. You and Cas have been kind of a thing lately, always flirting with each other and stealing kisses when you could but you decided that you would keep your relationship hidden from Sam and Dean for a while now until you two could figure out what it meant.

Plus, it was kind of nice to sneak around with the Angel, the fear of getting caught made it all the more interesting. So, seeing him sad made your heard break a little because he just looked so broke in this moment.

“Why are you with me?” He asked, looking up at you.

“What are you talking about?” You asked, taking a seat next to him.

“Why are you interested in me? I’m nothing special.” He said. You frowned more, not knowing where this was coming from.

“Cas, why are you thinking that? Of course, you’re special. Not only are you an Angel but you’re a great man to me.” You said, taking his hand. He withdrew it and you knew something was seriously wrong if he didn’t want to hold your hand. He always loved holding your hand.

“I’m an Angel that has screwed up many times. I kill my brothers and sisters, helped end the world, didn’t stop Lucifer from roaming the earth, and much more. What do you see in me?” He asked, hating that he felt this way.

“Castiel, I see potential. Look, Angels make mistakes, believe it or not. You’re not perfect beings. You’re more human than you think you are and because of that, you’re okay to make mistakes. But, putting all of that aside, I don’t look at you and see a man who almost destroyed the world.” You said.

“What do you see when you look at me?” He asked. You smiled and got up, walking closer to him and straddling his lap.

“I see a beautiful man. I don’t love you because you’re an Angel. I love you in spite of that. To me, it doesn’t matter what you did. It’s how you deal with it that matters. I know you think you’re the lowest of the low but you’re actually pretty high. You’re an amazing man who is loyal, compassionate, caring, and so much more.

“I know those things are true because of how you treat me and Sam and Dean. How you treat complete strangers. You help other people despite what they’ve done. I know you know the mistakes other people have made but you still help them and that is one of the reasons why I love you so much.” You said with a smile, looking at his blue eyes which seemed to be lifted a little.

“You love me?” He asked.

“I do and I want you to let me show you.” You said, thinking of a way to show him.

“How?” He asked.

“Do you trust me?” You asked with a smile.

“You know I do.” You grinned and leaned forward, pressing your lips to his neck, kissing the soft flesh there, before pulling away.

“You know why I kissed you there?” You asked.

“No, I do not.” He said, his eyes squinted in confusion.

“Because I feel safe with you. No matter who has hurt me or who I’m with or even where I am. If I’m with you, I will feel safe. I hope I make you feel safe.” You said with a soft smile.

“Of course, I feel safe with you.” Cas said. You smiled and leaned forward again, pressing your lips to his jaw, kissing it a few times, feeling his stubble on your lips before pulling away.

“You know why I kissed you there?” You asked.

“Why?” He asked.

“Because I can trust you. I haven’t been able to fully trust anyone in a long time. But then I met you, and that all changed. I trust you with my life, Castiel and that says a lot for me.” You said with a smile. He smiled a little but you weren’t done.

You leaned forward and pressed your lips to his cheek, peppering kisses all along his cheek before pulling away from him.

“You know why I kissed you there?” You asked. When he shook his head, you explained. “Because I support you in everything you do. It shows my affection to you, regardless of physical attraction. I don’t care what you do, I will always support it because I trust you.”

You moved your lips up north and he closed his eyes just as you placed a kiss on his closed eyelids, kissing each eye once before pulling away again. He opened his eyes up and you could see them go wide with love. You smiled and didn’t ask him the question.

“I always know that you’re going to be there for me to always catch me when I’m done. I know I can always depend on you. You’re always there for me, even when I don’t want you to be. So, for that, thank you.”

For one more kiss, you leaned forward and pressed your lips to his, kissing his passionately. His hands went to your hips and he kissed you back. Cas wasn’t a crier but you could have sworn you felt tears on your cheek.

You pulled away reluctantly, looking into his eyes.

“I kissed you because I love you and there is nothing that you can do that will change that.”

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You groaned as your entire body ached. Cas had brought you back to the bunker after your appointment. The two of you shared the same ecstatic mood, but your mood seemed to be faltering each second. They were moving around and kicking inside of your growing belly. Cas sensed your pain and frowned. You were forever grateful he had gotten his grace back recently.

"I can ease your pain Y/N." 

"Please.... Your children are trying to rip me apart from the inside already...." 

Cas placed a hand on your stomach and soothed your pain. He couldn't help but smile as he felt the two boys moving around. Even before today's appointment, he knew exactly what you'd be having. Your brothers had both placed bets on what they thought they'd be. 

Dean had called out dibs on two girls before Sam could even utter a word. He had guessed it'd be one boy and one girl. As it turns out, they had both been wrong. Cas knew that from the start, but in no way was he giving them the satisifaction of possibly being right. 

Cas smiled and kissed your forehead as he went to find you some food. You had urged against him doing so, since last time he made you anything it was just a pb and j that you ended up throwing up. The texture of the jelly had set off your gag reflexes and there was no stopping it. Cas was both worried and mortified from it. Especially since he thought of them as the best sandwiches on the planet. 

However, since that incident Sam had urged him to make you healthier foods. 

Sam had been reading pregnancy books left to right whenever he got the chance. He was nervous and excited, and he didn't want to mess this up. He wanted to be the best uncle he could possibly be. Even if that meant spewing random facts about the growing children. It felt like every day he was telling you new facts about them and their development. He would even coddle you on occasion and you'd have to remind him of personal space. 

Dean, on the other hand, was a natural. He'd always been that way since he raised the two of you. So it didn't come as a surprise that he'd know the right things to do. Whether it was helping you fall asleep, little remedies to help your morning sickness, or even figuring out how to get your jeans to fit awhile longer until you could get new ones. Out of the three men in the house, he handled your mood swings like a champ. 

"Cas you really don't have to find me anything. I'm not hungry right now." 

Cas stopped in the doorway and reluctantly obeyed your request. 

Sam perked up in the library and jogged into the war room, a smile making his face glow, "Well? What are we having? Was I right?" 

"I'm not telling you until Dean gets in here Sam," you protested. 

Sam's smile faltered for only a second before he turned out of the room to go get Dean. 

"Dean!"

You chuckled as you heard him shouting out for the elder. It reminded you of when the two of you would be excited and get Dean's attention. Especially when it came to Christmas. You were the big holiday person out of your brothers, and would often times jump on the beds to wake them up. You knew Santa wasn't real since the real things were that lurked in the dark. But it never really mattered to you. What did matter was that you three were all together. And you even lived for seeing their faces as they opened up what you either made or scrounged up. 

Dean wheeled himself out from under Baby and sat up. However he didn't have enough clearance to sit up just yet, and his forehead slammed into the metal frame. 

Sam had to bite back a laugh as Dean groaned and rolled the rest of the way out, sitting up and rubbing his forehead. 

"Cas and Y/N are back." 

His brows furrowed before it finally hit, "And? What are they having?" 

"She won't tell me unless we're both in there." 

Dean shook his head, chuckling and got to his feet. The two brothers hurried back to the war room. Dean's pained face had melted into one of excitement. 

"So," they both asked as soon as they stepped foot into the room. 

You smiled and pulled the picture from your hinged wallet, holding it out towards them. 

"Meet Bobby and John!" 

Their faces lit up and Sam grasped the photo to look at. The two brothers looked at it with both excitement and confusion. 

"Wait how can you tell it's boys," Dean asked simply. 

"I think by that right there," Sam pointing to one of his nephew's manly bits. "Or at least that's what it says in the books...." 

You snickered at the two of them, "It's definitely two boys. Castiel confirmed it after the appointment. He knew once he got his grace back, but I warned him to let me find out on my own." 

Cas smiled happily, "We discussed baby names prior to the appointment. She thought Bobby and John would be a perfect fit for two boys." 

Dean smiled, "I love the names." 

Sam nodded, "Didn't we name that one skinwalker baby Bobby-John?" 

You giggled at the memory, "Yeah we did. You two panicked and just blurted out names." 

Dean walked over and wrapped his arms around you, "I'm excited for you. You boys better hurry on out."

You shook your head as you rolled your eyes, "They'll come out when they're ready." 

Sam chuckled and gave you a hug, placing a quick kiss to the top of your head, "So I guess that means we better get to fixing the nursery up for them huh?" 

Your face brightened up, "Oh hell yeah!" 

You didn’t know what to think. Sam and Dean were off in another state. This was going to be your first hunt on your own. You tapped your feet nervously against the floor, leaning down. You could do this. You were a good hunter. At least you were when Sam and Dean were around. No. No, you had to have confidence in yourself. Right? Damn, you did not like this feeling at all. You stood and started pacing. You just had to calm down, right? Just calm down and everything would be fine. That was what everyone said to do. Besides, a nervous hunter was a dead hunter. You could do this. You’d be fine. It was a ghost. You had salt rounds. You just had to find out who it was and where they were buried.

You stood and looked through the reports one last time. This ghost wasn’t particularly violent. That was probably why Sam and Dean had thrown you this case of all people. They were testing you.

That realisation didn’t help at all with your nerves. You took another deep breath. You could do this. You had done this before. You’d be fine.

“You’re heart rate is very fast,” a voice behind you said, practically making you jump out of your skin.

You whirled around with your gun drawn. It was just Cas. You let out a heavy sigh of relief. 

“Dammit, Cas!” You shouted, putting your gun back in the waistband of your pants. “You can’t just pop in on people like that! Some warning, please!”

You hated it when he did that. You could never get used to it. You didn’t understand how the boys dealt with it. Apparently, he used to do it more often than he did now. Maybe that was why they were so used to it. They were always expecting it. That would be a good instinct to adapt. You looked over Cas. He was staring at you curiously.

“My apologies. Dean asked me to-”

“Check in on me, right? Well, I’m fine. You can go disappear again.”

“Your vitals are not normal. You’re lying to me.”

“So what if I am?”

“I’m here to keep you safe.”

Was that supposed to make you feel better? If so, it really wasn’t working. You felt like they didn’t trust you. Well, you didn’t really trust you but that didn’t give them the right to send a babysitter. And Castiel, of all people. Yeah, this was going to go great. You could see this ending fantastically.

“Dean asked me to give you a pep talk.”

“Great. I hope you’ve got something prepared, then.”

Castiel turned his head to the side like he was still thinking of what to say to you. It was weirdly adorable, like he was a cat or a puppy trying to figure out what the hell his owner was doing.

“You can do this.”

“Wow. Is that it?”

“Yes.”

“Great job.”

“Statistically speaking, it is highly improbable that you will be bested on this mission. Of course, there is no way to know that for sure. You could die horribly.”

“Cas, pep talks are supposed to make people feel better.”

“I thought that I was?”

You chuckled. He really was clueless, wasn’t he?

“Well, you’re coming with me now because I’m more nervous than I was before. So, come on, let’s get this over with.”

You were in the library, playing on your laptop when Castiel walked in, staring at you in wonder. He tilted his head in confusion, trying to read you and understand how you were feeling. He didn’t understand body language at all so when you saw him and your eyes lit up a bit, he didn’t connect the dots.

You smiled when you noticed Cas, pausing your YouTube video to see what he wanted. He was so damn beautiful, you hated yourself for being such a pussy. You needed to ask him out but you had to be sure of his intentions before making a fool out yourself.

“What’s up, Cas?” You asked.

“I need help.” He started, walking over to you. He took a seat next to you and you frowned, thinking he was in trouble.

“Is everything okay?” You asked.

“I need your advice on something.”

“Like what? I’ll try my best to help you.”

“I like a woman. I’m very much interested in her and I don’t know if she likes me back or not. What should I do?” He asked. You felt your heart twinge in pain. You knew he would move on to someone else if you didn’t make a move on him. But, you wanted to be a good friend to him so you decided to help him out.

“Well, just being yourself is a good way to go. Because when you’re yourself, then she can see what an amazing person you are.”

“I tried that and she still hasn’t noticed me the way I want her to. Dean suggested I kiss her and bring her to the bedroom.”

“No, Cas,” You started, not thinking that was the best idea. As much as you didn’t want him banging some girl, that wasn’t the way to go. “That isn’t how you do things. You know better than to listen to Dean.”

“Then what should I do?” He asked, defeated.

“Have you tried using pickup lines?”

“What are those?” He asked, confused.

“They are lines that guys use to pickup women. Here, I’ll show you. Pretend you’re a woman, okay?” You asked, thinking of some cheesy ones that always work on you.

“Would you like me to get a woman vessel?” He asked seriously.

“No, Cas, okay, just listen to me, okay? I’m going to tell you some pickup lines that I personally like hearing, okay?”

“I understand.” He said, staring at you intently, ready to listen to what you had to say.

“Okay, here is one that I love: Are you a magician? Because whenever I look at you, everyone else disappears! That always makes me smile and I don’t care how cheesy it may sound.” You said with a giggle.

Cas noticed how giggly you got and how much you smiled when you said it. He definitely would use that one you and made a mental note about it.

“What else?” He asked.

“Okay, I also like this one: I'm not a photographer, but I can picture me and you together. That always gets my heart to flutter. The purpose of a pickup line is to make the girl feel special, like she is the only person for you. However, most men use them so they can get sex which makes these lines hated.” You said, looking at your laptop.

“So, they work? Would it get this girl to notice me?” He asked.

“Yeah, I mean, it would work on me. Just make sure she knows she’s special.” You said with a smile, typing on your laptop.

“I think I understand now.” Cas said.

“Here is a list of more, if you want to look at them,” You said, pointing your laptop to Cas so he can use it. “Just use the arrows on the keyboard to scroll through the list. This girl is a lucky girl, Cas.” You said, getting up. Cas barely heard you as he began looking through the list. You sighed and walked to your bedroom, trying not to get emotional.

You guess this is what you get for being such a baby. Now, Cas likes someone else. You were happy for him and you wanted him to be happy but you wanted to be that girl.

A few days had passed and you hadn’t heard from Cas at all. You wanted to know how his little plan went but he wouldn’t answer any of your prayers. You would be fine with that but you had just gotten your period so you were extra emotional today.

You trudged out of bed and walked to the kitchen where you smelled a delicious meal being cooked. Upon entering, you saw Dean by the stove and Sam eating by the table, looking at a newspaper for hunts probably.

“I’m in a mood, so keep the food coming, would you?” You said to Dean, walking over to the coffee maker to pour yourself some coffee.

“You got it.” Dean said, knowing that ‘I’m in a mood’ was code for period time. You sat down at the table and looked at Sam who sent you an amused smile.

“What are you looking at, Winchester?” You asked grouchily.

“Hey, don’t snap at me. I didn’t do anything.” Sam said, eating his eggs.

“I know, but if I’m in a mood, I’m bringing both of you down with me.” You said, snatching a piece of bacon off his plate.

“Hey, get your own food.” Sam said, moving his plate farther from you.

“Sorry, Sammy, a girls gotta eat.” You said, munching happily on it.

“And here is your food.” Dean said, bringing you a plate full of pancakes and bacon, your two favorite breakfast foods.

“I love you Dean.” You said, digging in immediately.

“Yeah, yeah, don’t mention it.” He said with a chuckle, eating from his own plate as he cooked more. Suddenly, you heard the flutter of wings and Cas was next to you at the table. You jumped slightly, still not used to him doing that. It was worse in the beginning, but it still scared you.

“Cas, what have we talked about? You’re not supposed to sneak up on people.” You said, going back to eating your food.

“If you were a vegetable, you would be a cute-cumber.” Cas said, dead serious as he stared at you. You and both Winchesters froze, looking at him like he was crazy. You blushed a little at the pickup line but looked at Sam who shrugged.

“What?” You asked after swallowing your food.

“Do you have a map? I'm getting lost in your eyes.” Cas said, staring deeply into your eyes. You blushed harder and started getting emotional but you forced yourself not to cry.

“Cas, what are you doing?” Sam asked.

“Shush! Let him finish!” You snapped at Sam, looking back at Cas in a dreamy way. Maybe you were wrong. Maybe he really did like you. You wanted to see where this was going to go.

“You’re so beautiful that when you walk into a room, all I can focus on is you. You light up any room you walk into and I find myself wanting to know you more and more. But how can you not notice me when I’m right in front of you?” Cas said. You got tears, letting them fall

Stupid hormones. You wanted to smile and you wanted to kiss Cas and tell him how much you like him but all you can do is cry.

“Alright, here we go again.” Dean complained, turning back to the food on the stove. Sam chuckled at your emotional state but didn’t look away from this.

“Why are you crying? Sam, why is she crying?” Castiel asked, confused. This wasn’t supposed to happen. Girls don’t cry when they receive pickup lines. Before Sam could answer, you spoke.

“No, that was really beautiful,” You started, your voice high and squeaky. You tried to stop the tears but they wouldn’t. “I didn’t know you liked me Cas because otherwise, I would have made a move on you. But that was the most beautiful pickup line I’ve ever heard.”

“Why are you crying?” He asked, moving closer to you.

“I’m just really emotional right now. But give me a few days and I would love to go out with you if you want.” You smiled through the tears.

“I would love that. Are you emotional because of your mensural cycle?” He asked.

“Whoa, Cas, you don’t go asking women that. They don’t like it dude.” Dean stepped in.

“Yeah, Cas, don’t ever ask me that. But yes, it is.” You said, wiping the tears away.

“Then I would be glad to take you out on a date when you’re ready.” He said with a smile. You nodded and stared at him before going back to eating.

“Dean, I need advice on dating.” Castiel said as if you weren’t sitting right next to him.

“No! Dean is the last person to ask. Sam will help you.” You said with your mouth full.

“I will?” He asked but you shot him a death glare and he nodded. “I will.” You smiled and chewed your food, happy that Cas was interested in you like you were interested in him.

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