I feel like I’m a driving a car down an empty road. No one’s there. No one that I notice and no one that notices me. My car is not too fancy but it is in well  enough shape to be comfortable. I’ve never really known how to drive the car though. It’s a stick shift and I barely know how to drive a manual. I’ve been able to manage this long on the stick but I feel myself panicking. I know that I will soon crash if I don’t get a hold of myself. But I think that maybe it’s not about getting a hold of myself but learning how to drive. How long will I manage? How long will I have to struggle? I’m aware of my problems but what’s the use if I can’t solve them. Wouldn’t it be best if I pull over and get help? I think I need many things though. I think that I need people in the car with me. Not others to drive. This is my car and I need to choose where to go. But sometimes I need directions and others will help me on that. I also, think I might need to change cars all together and choose a new path. A path where I don’t feel so lonely but I’m also not too crowded. I need to change my exploration.

Sincerely,

I love laying around being lazy playing video games until I have a headache. I have a pile of laundry over two weeks high. I have five pairs of shoes I never wear that need to be tossed, but I haven't tossed them yet. What I'm trying to say is genetically, I'm lazy. Because it's in my jeans, genes, I don't have control over the laze... do I have control over the genes? Is there a way that I can change my natural DNA so that the lazy gene is no more? I think so. I think so... I am working out at the gym on a regular basis (not lazy). Here's another question:  can in-shape guys be funny? or does it depend on the person?

Comics constantly have to churn out material in order to be any good. Everyone needs a break sometimes. Creative juices can run out for a period of time. I think that the DRIVE to succeed can always run out of gas, but you can always fill back up at the pump. What kind of car are you driving? Lamborghini, porshe, escalade, F150, Civic, el camino, Rabbit, Beetle, Yugo, or a hybrid? Do you constantly pollute the environment you're in with carbon infused exhaust? or are you at harmony with the air and the trees and the animals by the highway?