I’ve been gone for a while. I am sure this year has been hard on most of you. It sure has on me. Long story short, more migraines, not eating healthy, lack of exercise, extreme depression/anxiety, work being insane, the list goes on and on.
Well I have had enough. I know I’ve said this before, but something is different this time. This time I am doing this for the RIGHT reasons. Not to look skinny, not to get my bf’s attention, TO FEEL BETTER FOR ME. I’ve been trying to do this for all the wrong reasons, and I am absolutely done.
I am starting small. So below are going to be my weekly goals. I will be weighing myself on Friday’s. I will try to do a weekly weigh, but it will probably be a monthly weigh in. I don’t want to get obsessive.
Weekly goals for the week of 11/15/20
-Stay under calorie goal of 2,200 everyday
-Exercise AT LEAST twice, if not more. Shoot for 2 times, but aim for higher if possible.
-Do not become obsessive about food, just learn about what’s good to eat and how to portion food.
-Cook at least 3 times at home. Try to avoid eating out if at all possible. (This one is extremely hard for me)
These are all very doable. I am holding myself accountable. I am TIRED of feeling like shit. I am TIRED of not feeling attractive. Plus my bf basically told me if I don’t make a change, I am going to die and he is not going to sit around and watch me kill myself. Hell, I don’t want to sit around and watch me kill myself either.
So I am back! Fall down a million times and get up a million and one more times.
Also, I do have an ultimate goal weight, which is 170lbs, but I am currently at 349.8lbs, and my first goal will be 299lbs.
I hope you follow with me! I have also purchase an air fryer, so I will be posting recipes and pictures from my adventures with the air fryer. I am already in love with it.
<3 you all. Feel free to message me anytime! I also have Fitbit, and Myfitnesspal if you want to be friends. No ED blogs, creepers, ect.