So I do wattpad. I was think of posting one of my storys. So here. 😅 Believe me
J-hope had been feeling super tired lately and would sleep for hours longer than normal. Namjoon was getting fed up with j-hope sleeping all day long. Because they had a song to write and he thought Hobi was trying to avoid the work. So Namjoon pushed away from his desk and stormed out of his studio and down the hall to J-hope studio.
Once he opened the door there was Hobi with his head on his desk with his arms under them. His headphones where still on and on his computer there was the song he was working on. Namjoon slowly walk up to the other rapper and took off his head phones and put them on. He then heard the song that was not even a quarter done. Namjoon's frustration seems to have died down when he saw Hobi sleep, but when he heard the song he was pissed.
Namjoon exploded he thought maybe Hobi just got too tired and fell asleep while making the song, but when he heard what Hobi had gotten done he was fuming. He put the head set down and turned j-hopes swivel chair around on push. Then j-hope jumped up and looked around to see a very angry Namjoon in front of him.
"J-hope I leave to get work done we need this song done with in 2 weeks you can't keep sleeping. we are all tired. If I didn't think any better your are acting super selfish and lazy", Namjoon said. J-hope just looked down and sniffled. "Namjoon please stop yelling my head hurts as it is and your yelling isn't making it any better", Hobi said
Namjoon was more than over the edge. "J-HOPE LOOK YOU MAYBE MY HYUNG BUT I'M THE LEADER OF THIS GROUP AND YOU WILL DO AS YOU ARE TOLD", Namjoon screamed
Hoseok just grabbed his head and tried to hold back tears well looking down at the ground. "I'll be back later and I hope to see more than half that song done", Namjoon said and stormed out and slammed the door. J-hope then got out his phone and started to text Jin
JH: Jin hyung i'm going home just letting you know
Jin: No your not Namjoon gave you an order and I expect you to follow it
JH: But Jin hyung my head hurts and i'm tired
Jin: Hobi look we are all tired and if you have a headache just take something
JH: How did you know Namjoon yelled at me?
Jin: I could hear it from my studio
J-hope was in his studio for hours he even told his dance instructor he would miss the first practice of the week. By the end of the day the song was done and J-hope had sent it to Namjoon. Once done he got up and packed his stuff well almost falling over because vertigo was slowly taking over him. He then stumbled out of his studio well holding on to the wall for support. Once in the lobby Hobi saw Jimin. "Jimin could you walk home with me?", J-hope asked
"Why were you not at Dance practice?",Jimin asked ignoring J-hopes question
"Well Namjoon wanted me to finish the song we were working on and I'm feeling kinda sick", J-hope told Jimin
"My head hurt and the room keeps spinning", J-hope says
"Well have you eaten today?", Jimin says
"Um no not since last night", J-hope says
"Well that's why. Come on I'll walk home with you", Jimin offers
As they start their walk home Jimin keeps talking and J-hopes head keeping pulsing with pain. J-hope wasn't to say something but he doesn't want to anger Jimin. "Hobi hyung", Jimin says
"You do know that you promised Jungkook you would help him with his mixtape", Jimin says with a kind scared kind sad tone
"I completely forgot about it. He's going to have to want this headache hurts to much", j-hope says
Just then Jungkook runs up to them out of nowhere. "Hi hyungs. Hobi Hyung can we work on my mix tape as you promised", Jungkook said excitedly
"Look kook Hyung doesn't feel to good can we do it later", J-hope asks
"J-hope hyung you promised we have all worked ourselves to the bone. I think it's time you did the same. You promised you would help me. Ya know what don't worry about it you and your fake illness can go and sleep because all you are is lazy and just a bad hyung. I'm going home the back way.", Jungkook said well storming through a park.
"Jungkook want up I know how you feel", jimin said well running after Jungkook
J-hope was left alone to walk home by himself. Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry. Is what I keep telling myself. As I was a block or two away from the dorm I stopped in the park. I look around for any sign of the others or people. I just start to cry. It was night now and no one goes to this park.
Great now Jungkook and jimin are mad at me. What did Jimin mean by "I know how you feel". I don't care, all I know is I'm not going home for a little. Why go home if everyone is mad at me.
I must have been there for an hour because when I got up my fingers were blue from frostbite. I still don't want to go home so I just take my time walking to the dorm.
Once inside I look around to find all the lights off did they have dinner without me? That's what it looks like. I start to walk to my bedroom when I'm stopped by someone.
"Hobi-aai where have you been", It was Yoongi. He's probably mad that I didn't come home.
"And where have you been", He says well grabbing my hand and turning me around.
"Your hands are frozen", He says in shock
"I've been down at the park", I tell him
"So you've been at the park with no phone call, no telling anyone?"he asks
"Y-yes I didn't think anything of it,'' I tell him
"Well thanks to you and your not think anything of it everyone is super concerned. We thought you got kidnapped or lost", he says
"Well no one cared when I told them I didn't feel good or I was sick,'' I shot back
"Well they were right to not believe you. You've been out in the cold all night. If you were sick you would have come home and sleep", Yoongi says
"Yoongi hyung please. You have to believe me", I pleaded
"No like I said if you were sick you would have come home and rest. But no you at the cold park for 3 hours", Yoongi says
"I'm sorry hyung", I say well looking down at the floor
"Now you can either go get some leftovers or you can go to bed", Yoongi tells me
"Ok hyung", I say well walking to my room and shutting the door.
I just dropped my bag on the floor of my room. I get changed into my pajamas and lay down on my bed. I can't help but think what Yoogni hyung must be thinking when I didn't ask for dinner/ leftovers.
I had been in my room for sometime now and still can't fall asleep. Don't you just love it when your sick and you can't lay down because of a blocked nose. That would be me right now.
As I was about to fall asleep my bedroom door opened, and in walked Taehyung.
"Good morning hyung everyone is up and Jin wanted me to come get you", he said
I just turn over to see Tae smiling and super happy. I just grunt and sit up, I tell him I will be down in a few minutes.
He then just nods and walks out. I look at my clock and it reads 7:30am. I've never hated those numbers so much in all my times of getting up for dance practise.
So I get out of bed and take off what feel like I just put on, and put on so oversized pants and shirt. I grab my dance bag and shoes and head downstairs. when I get down there I see everyone talking and laughing.
The new loud noises are what reminded me of my pounding headache. I walk over to the end of the couch and put my shoes on. As I hear Namjoon yell for everyone to get into the van. He walks over to me and sits.
"Hobi hyung i'm very happy you finished that song. I think you did very well when we get home from practice you can take the day off. I even got manager to agree with me on it", Namjoon tells me
That sounded great, music to my ears even. "Thank you Namjoon", I say in a horse voice
"Oah hyung you sound like shit you really shouldn't have stayed out in the park all night. I think you really did make yourself sick", Namjoon says in a disappointed tone
"But I was already sick before i went out", I tell him
"Like yoongi hyung told you if you were sick, you wouldn't have gone out to the park in the freezing cold last night. I don't want your lies about being sick when you were not sick",Namjoon says getting a little ticked off
Hyung it's true though," I tell him
"If you keep acting up Hobi hyung I well tell manager to take away the free day you have", Namjoon threatens
"Namjoon I will not be threatened by you. Have manager take the day away. I'm not sick anyway", I say well falling into a fit of coughs
Namjoon looks at me worried taking over him. I just get up and start to walk to the door and once in the van everyone is quiet when namjoon get in right after me.
Once we are at the studio I set my bag down in the corner of the room and walked over to our instructor.
"Hello Hoseok are you ready for today", asks are dance instructor
I just slowly node and walk to my spot on the floor. He say to everyone that we will be doing MIC DROP, IDOL, Dionysus and more. As the music began to play out of the speakers. I could feel my he headache started to get worse as the beat to MIC DROP got louder.
I start to copy what the song said well I did my dance part. It was going pretty good. At one point I forgot about my headache because I loved to dance so much that I just got into the moment. I ran off to the side as it was time for Yoongi and the others to do their part.
I ran back on and started to dance again getting light headed from the fast movements. As I my spin and head node right next to Namjoon, Jin and Jimin. The room had black dots all over it. I keep looking and the next thing I know is I'm falling to the floor like in MIC DROP. Then everything goes black.
I feel bad for J-hope everyone is mad at him. But he did lie about being sick when he wasn't and now he really is sick. Well he kinda did that to himself.
I got behind Namjoon and J-hope and to the right side of Jimin for us to do are sway and drop move. But right as we were about to drop Hobi stopped moving look right a head not making any movement. I was about to ask what was wrong. Think he had a headache from the cold he got being outside all night. The next thing I knew Hobi just fell backwards. I caught him, but he was out cold his breath was uneven and he felt super hot. Which makes no sense because we just started dancing not even three minutes.
I look at Namjoon with a worried look. "Namjoon he's burning up,'' I say to Namjoon in a concurred tone
The next thing that happened everyone ran over to see if he was ok. The dance instructor walk over trying to stay calm. Just as the instructor got over to us are manager walk in.
He said, "Everyone be quiet. What happened here"
No one knows how to explain to him that J-hope just passed out. Manager walk over to the music player and turned it off.
Namjoon spoke up and said, "He just passed out, we haven't even been practicing for three minutes, and Jin hyung says he's burning up"
"Well has he been eating, sleeping and doing his work", asks manager
"We... We don't know. I told him to finish a song two nights ago because i found him sleeping at his desk, the song not even started. Also he had been acting super lazy lately. I thought he was just being lazy and not doing his work", Namjoon explains to manager
"From the sounds of it sounds like he has been sick for over a week and none of you found out", Manager told us
He then walked over to Hobi and felt his forehead.
"He's burning up there is a car out front, get him to the hospital the fever feels to high. NOW!!!!", Manager told everyone
Kook then walk over to me and pick up Hobi like he was a feather. We all started to run to the van out in the from of the building. Once out front Jungkook got in the back with Yoongi and Jimin next to him. We told the driver to drive to the hospital as fast as he could.
The driver stepped on it. Ya know sometimes it was nice to have ARMY as staff. Once the driver go us to the emergence room we ran in and told the nurse what was wrong and like seven other nurses ran over and put J-hope on a gurney and take him into the hospital. We tell the one nurse that stayed behind that we are famous and she takes us to a room away from the other people.
The others have been very quiet. I can't help but think they think it's their fault for Hoseok ending up in the hospital. I was hours before we got any news about Hobi and his condition.
I feel like this is my fault if I hadn't pushed J-hope to finish the song he would have sleep and he could have been fine.
As I was about to fall asleep from all the over thinking as nurse walked in. she said," Mr.Hoseok is suffering from Influenza or as others know it the flu. He will be sick for a few weeks but he will be fine"
"Thank you very much can we go see him,'' I ask wanting to see if he was alright. I could hear everyone let out a sigh of relief.
"Yes he is in room 2013. Third floor left side off the elevator down the hall", She said
We all thanked her and went to him room. As we walked in he was sleeping he looked so peaceful. He had an IV in his arm and had a thing on his finger to keep track of his pulse. There were sets for everyone. The others still look like they had some fear.
I feel like I should do something. So I asked Jin if he would like to go get some food. He just said that he wanted to be here when Hobi woke up and that he was not hungry.
I look around the hospital room to see Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung in the row of three chairs. Yoongi was in the chair next to Hobi's bed. Me and Jin were in the love set.
I keep thinking I didn't run off with Jungkook that night, maybe if I walk home with him like he asked would he been fine now. I think Jungkook feels the same way. I hope he's not beating himself up inside like I am.
I can't help but feel like this is my fault. Maybe if I had brought him some food after I told him to either go to bed or eat left over he wouldn't be here. I wish I had told him to go eat.
I was hours before I woke up and when I did, I was on a bed, but were? I couldn't tell the only thing that told me were I was is the beeping of the heart monitor to the right of me. I know I just woke up but I just want to go back to sleep. Just as I'm about to go back to sleep I hear someone sniffle. I can hear people talking.
"Jungkook why are you crying? Bunny everything is going to be ok I promise it's alright",Jimin asks
"But I can't help but feel like it's my fault that hyung is in that bed and we are here", Jungkook says
"It's not your fault Jungkook. Not in anyway is it your fault", someone says
Everyone goes quiet and looks at the bed. To see J-hope with is eye half way open and looking at Jungkook.
"Come here Bunny come on", J-hope says
Jungkook gets up and walk over to the bed and sits were Yoongi was before he got up.
"I'm sorry hyung if I wasn't all over my mixtape I would have seen how sick you were. The night we walk home you were sick weren't you?", Jungkook questioned
"I was and it's fine Jungkook I forgive you", J-hope says well trying to hug Jungkook from the bed
"So am I Hobi hyung if I didn't force you to do that song maybe you could still be ok. I'm sorry I yelled at you", Namjoon said
"I forgive you Namjoon you were only being a leader,'' J-hope says
"My dongsaeng can you ever forgive me. I should have given you some food when you came home. Maybe if I had you wouldn't be here or we could still be making music back at the studio", Yoongi says
"Yoongi hyung I'm not mad at you it's ok I forgive you", Hoseok said
"And I should have listened to you when you texted me and said you weren't feeling well,'' said Jin
"It's fine Jin hyung I understand where you were coming from". J-hope says
"Hyung I feel like I should have stand with you when you were walking home. Maybe if I had stand with you would have never gone to the park and got yourself even sicker. I'm sorry hyung I feel like I was a bad dongsaeng", Jimin says
"Aigo Jimin it's ok. I don't hold it you for the reason I went to the park I went so I didn't have to come home and be yelled at by everyone. It's not your fault it's not anyone's fault. I made the decision to go to the park and stay out in the cold all night and come home to upset hyung's. Which i'm sorry I made you all so worried and upset", J-hope told everyone
"Hobi hyung I'm sorry I didn't help you went I saw that you were sick. I could see from my studio that you were sick and that you wanted to sleep I should have helped you. I'm sorry Hobi hyung", Taehyung said
"Hmm Tae it's ok, I still love you all the same. I love all of you the same. I just hope that you have all learned that when I say I'm sick I really am sick", J-hope says to everyone
As Hoseok finishes his sentence everyone makes one big hug out of it. As everyone goes back to their set in the room. J-hope lets out a Yawn that gets everyone's eye to lay on him.
"Maybe you should try and sleep some more hyung you still look exhausted", Jimin says
"Ya my dongsaeng try and sleep some more. we will wake you if your needed", Jin said
Just as J-hope's eyes were about to close to let the nice land of sleep take over him. He could see and hear everyone say,"Get better soon Hoseok we love you"
Then he fell into a nice and happy sleep.
Well I think that's it I hope you like this story it has 3500 words. I never thought I could write that much in one story but here it is. J-hope passes out at dance practice or as I named it Believe Me
