#btd6kin

I don't remember what he did in canon (or if he did anything) but he's on my nerves

I'm sure you're a good monkey but you're so aggravating

-Etienne, btd6

Neither are even canon are you fUCKING KIDDING M E -

-two very pissed etienne's (btd6)

Ok

Ignoring the fact I'm *me*, there's something I have to get off my chest

Churchill, I miss you. As much as I absolutely despised you, I truly miss you.

Trying to come to terms with it has been so tough but. I love you.

I know it's unlikely for you to return the feelings given how I treated you and your boyfriend, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry for treating you like absolute shit. I should've given you a chance but I was *so stuck* in my own head...

Maybe, even if it's not *you* specifically, but some version of you could. Forgive me. For everything.

I'm sorry, and I miss you deeply. I wish I could make things right.

-Etienne, btd6

It's a super weird feeling, never felt like this specifically before

Gonna. Reflect. I suppose.