#brendesa

Yes this is Brendesa. Yes purple is next bc they are so red and blue....

Dear Thomas, This is the first letter I can remember writing. Obviously I don’t know if I’ve written any letters before the maze. But even if it’s not my first, it’s likely to be my last. I want you to know that I’m not scared. About dying anyways or forgetting. It’s losing myself to this virus, that’s what scares me. So every night, I’ve been saying their names out loud. Alby, Winston, Chuck… and I just repeat it over and over like a prayer. And it all comes flooding back. Just the little things, like when the sun used to hit the glade at that perfect moment, right before it’d slip behind the walls. And I remember the taste of Frypan’s stew. I’d never thought that I’d miss that stuff so much. And I remember you. I remember you first coming up in the box, a scared little greenie who couldn’t even remember his own name. But, from the moment you ran into the maze, I knew that I would follow you anywhere. And I have. We all have. If I could do it all over again, I would, and I wouldn’t change a thing. My hope for you, is when you’re looking back, years from now, is that you’ll say the same. The future is in your hands now, Tommy, and I know you’ll find a way to do what’s right. You always have. Take care of everyone for me. And take care of yourself. You deserve to be happy. Thank you for being my friend. Good bye, mate.                           Newt ❤ ((This is a collab with my amazing friend from Instagram @ zinnamonrols❤❤))

And we know that we’re headstrong And our heart’s gone But the timing is never right

As promisedd😛

But do I like my head canon of her where she's in a love triangle with Brenda and Gally, and instead has always seen Thomas as a brother? Yes, sign me the fuck up to make that version of her real. That version? That I love.

Brenda: No. I'm wearing it forever. Back off.