#bpd coding

she put so many people on a pedestal and didn't care about anyone except pink, lapis, and nearing the end, steven.

she never questioned them, she very clearly has black and white thinking, and she relied on how they'd think of her just for anything. one bad thing happened to pink and she held a grudge against everyone. lapis hurt her and she wanted to go back to that just to have lapis. steven shattered her after they got close and she wanted to do nothing but serve him.

✪ she can only handle teasing from mizuki, if anyone else uses their kind of teases against her she will see it as a personal attack

✪ mizuki is their FP, they crave their attention constantly

✪ when she splits, she will isolate herself in her room and cry for hours. often not eating much until she calms down

✪ mafuyu got her a notebook so she would remember to write things down in case she dissociated

Besides murdering people ya know