#boymode

I put this all as one image to post on r/transtimelines, but I actually really liked the way it let me do direct comparisons. My goal was to have fully clothed pictures that still showed off overall changes in body shape, deemphasizing the breasts specifically. And I think that those changes are actually there! They're not too dramatic, but here's to hoping they'll continue.

My tits are now A-cups going on B cups and I thank my lucky stars that I still have a gut because I can just tell people they're moobs.

I now have the face of a bishonen 16 yearold boy at the age of 34.

I estimate that 3 months of introductory HRT is going to look like what 9-12 months of a regular HRT does to the average trans woman by the time I see my endo next month.

Uh... Can we please slow this the fuck down? This ride is moving a bit too quickly for my tender heart.

My own biology is forcefemming me now.

Puberty is making me cry about the most simple fucking things and emotionally reprocess shit that I let go of years ago.

I have an insatiable urge to see my transition through to completion that seems like it's coming from my nerves.

My boyfriend and best friend keep calling me "June" instead of "Julian", and it makes me blush uncontrollably every time.

The whole "oh I don't have a gender identity and I'm just doing this for my health" angle has fallen the fuck apart as I believe I've either formed or uncovered a solid gender identity that I can't get rid of: I am a girl and have always been one, apparently. Fuck. This is how it always happens, right?

My masculinity has dissolved into dust that blew away in the wind while I screamed for its return, tears streaming down my face.

No escape. No escape. No escape. No escape. I'm fucking stuck like this, aren't I? Oh god. I am a fucking girl. No... Please make it stop.

Is this how werewolves feel?

My skin is so lovely and soft lately. I'm going to be such a pretty girl~! ❤️🥰 ❤️🥰❤️🥰❤️🥰❤️🥰❤️🥰

I am now sleeping with a Blåhaj.

My boyfriend is loving every second of this. He wants to give me a makeover. An old lady friend of mine wants to take me thrifting.

I am being trapped by time and space into this god forbidden path.

God I can't wait till I get bottom surgery.

This shit is awful. Send help.

TRANSFEMBMPHORIC / TRANSFEMBMPHORIA

or the much longer name. transfemboymophoric / transfemboymophoria

a boymophoric/ia term for transfems! can also apply to transgirls and such. :

for transfems/girls who get euphoria from boymoding, be or occasionally or not, when they usually do not present in a masculine way.