#boomarangs

-i have a boomarangs, very affective

-paintball gun

-some nice homemade knifes, good for stabbing

-slingshot 

And thats just in my closet, I will def. be fine

I think if I were to be honest with Luke it would sound something like this:

"Hi Luke, Eric was safer and I was scared of you and what Christine would think and if you were going to go crazy. Standing here now, I know it's so wrong but I feel like saying "okay, game's over. You can have me." But the logistics don't quite line up. For one, you have a girlfriend, which is stupid, and no car, which seems to be a trend with guys for me. I pushed you away so hard because I didn't know how to do anything else. What part of this don't you understand? Now that you've stepped back can you see how stupid I am? How selfish and manipulative I can be? I think it's out of fear of wanting everything, and wanting nothing, and having some. Now that you're at a safe distance I can say that I miss you, and love you, and no one makes me laugh like you, and no one is as special as you, and if this were a movie, a song would be playing in the background and you'd be thinking about me,too, and we'd work our way back to each other. And I'm sure an airport would be involved because one always is. However, life isn't afraid to let perfect people walk away from each other, or in our case, an original, imaginative, piercing, wonderful you, away from me. I feel bad about what our ending looked like, but it happend, and you did it, and I did it, and I guess we'll see."