this is shouto. it's been.... eight years since I was into bnha/mha. I remember when natsuo was first introduced in the manga. I was so shocked and excited! but life was busy, and I didn't like waiting for new chapters to get updates on the efforts endeavor was making towards his "ideal self" and "being a father" ... so I tuned out. it was only this past month that I saw a post about my family pass by, and realized I had tuned out so much that I didn't know what happened to us in the end of the story. I know now.
ever since, I can't stop thinking about dabi. touya. he was in my dreams last night, burning. can you miss someone you barely knew? what could this feeling be but grief? I used to feel so angry when I was younger but now I just feel so tired.
are you safe and well? are you happier, wherever you are? do you still like soba? do you still hate me? sometimes I think we might have been able to understand each other in a way others couldn't. sometimes I think about my own life and I can't feel anything at all.
x
