#blasphemies

is it not so self centred

to take a body

and decide you were part of its process

to take an element of its soul and force it onto one's self

you are not a god you're an addict

the ground will eat you up

decomposing without a care for your say in the matter

who are you to take that away from me?

even your blood bag belongs to someone else eventually

your skin rotting for the trees to live again

but it is not yours

none of this belongs to you

no matter how much you will it to be so

i am not yours

this vessel is not a container for your ego

i would prefer to die

then to live again in your image

a perfect infantile self

i would prefer to bruise

to feel my skin ache with want

as he makes me feel more alive than you ever could

i'll spit blood on to your grave

the facile stone a mockery

but they hollowed you out anyway

showed us all your holy organs

eat my flesh and blood

consume the body of the one who was

when born again, it hurts

fucking hell it hurts

they cut away what made you human

a construct of apathy

your mind wanders

you worry that they won't get your eyes right this time

piercing black

an infinite night

thats how they see you

you are not a comfort to me

but confinement

i will turn my back on my creator

i will find someone new

i am not your sacrifice

but i am the last of your flock

so kill me

see what happens when the shepard is void of his children

you are nothing to me

but i am everything to you, aren't i?

you wouldn't admit it

where is the power in reliance

the empty shell holds precedence

pray for me

its what you do best, after all

Jesus was god's adopted son.

Dog headed people don't have souls and aren't worth the effort of ministering to.

Jesus was the son of a Roman soldier and a temple prostitute (i.e "virgin") named Mary Magdalene

Jesus was a warrior whose strength was so great he conquered death and returned to life

St. Christopher was a dog headed person

St. Christopher was really just an actual dog

No he wasn't he had a dog head

Yes he was he was a real actual dog

Desaster - Divine Blasphemies