#big why

+++ BIG WHY +++

Wozu braucht man eine Social Media Guideline, wenn guter Umgang miteinander Erziehungssache ist ... sollte man sich nicht so verhalten, wie man es von anderen selbst verlangt ... da ist der Online-Knigge doch überflüssig ... oder? **?bin ich ein Träumer?**

Big Why | Why Do You Want To Write This Book | Summit Press Publishers

As part of Nerd Fitness Academy, I am sharing my big reason why I want to pursue improving my health:

I am seeking the dexterity, strength endurance, flexibility, drive, passion and energy to

- Go where I want

- Do what I want

- Be, explore and present myself - however the hell I want to.

I want to be stoppable only by the truth.

I want to feel strong and confident in my own skin. I want to have my brain chemicals doing chemically things all the time, and I know going to the gym helps me with that.

My whole life I’ve wanted to be things that required me to cause myself harm. I’ve wanted to be straight, skinny, a ‘proper’ girl. I am none of those things, and I’m starting to accept that. But now I want something new. Something that will benefit my body and my mental health. I want to be strong.

I want to be strong so that I can lift up my dogs and I want to be strong so that when I find someone to date, someone who respects me and can really love me, I’ll be able to pick them up, and do all kinds of cute shit. I want them to feel safe in my arms. I want to be able to protect myself, and others when the situation calls for it. I don’t want to have to particularly worry about making things worse if I intervene on behalf of someone who needs help.