#bewildering

my new PCP had apparently not encountered the concept of "person with adhd bad enough that they need stimulants in order to complete their ADLs" bc she just KEPT asking me "you take them every day? not just weekdays? even on holidays? what about days where you don't have things to get done???" like there was a secret version of me that is able to start/complete/switch tasks that I can access when I am dealing with tasks that are Unrelated to Work Productivity? and then when I tried to explain she was like "oh so you don't really struggle with adhd, it's more like brain fog?" and I was like "......no, no, what you are looking at it not 'absence of adhd,' it is in fact 'adhd so severe that my executive dysfunction is severely disabling on a day to day basis'" and I'm still not sure she understood ??

You'd think the disconnect with the median teenager is something that happens gradually with age but no one day u just wake up and its like someone built the tower of babel while you were asleep

finally went into the room of the roommate who just disappeared out of our lives over a year ago for some reason he never told us but we know he's fine bc he didnt unfriend us on facebook and he still tags my dad in stuff and why the fuck did he leave his xbox, laptop, one billion limited edition controllers, an entire bottle of whisky, and his entire wardrobe

Every year, I make straightforward lists of the books I want, and every year, multiple family members tell me I'm too hard to shop for because "I'm not just gonna buy you BOOKS." 😭

I beg your finest fucking pardon