#bensidy

I know we all want a scene where Olivia tells El about the Tucker situation but what i really want is a scene where she tells him about how she got back together with Brian after thirteen years like fr fr bc she evolved so much since her baby benson days and she was ready for something serious after waiting and it was so serious that she was ready to have his literal child but they were both too chicken and then i want her to tell him about the messiness after and how he said she was the love of his life like six years too late and how she eventually came to find out his deepest darkest secret and help him to begin his healing journey.

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