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I'm so sorry if it's annoying to send you my Benny questions. I just genuinely love your takes on him I'm not trying to be annoying!
Oh, okay! So long as you're okay with it being caught between speculative, and somewhat fatalistic! Every time I go back, I do find something interesting.
I'm not going to shoot your idea down! (reposting this ask from my old side blog)
I think that could be interesting because it's asking a cool question:
Can the enterprise of hunting people, even those who deserve to be hunted, ever be a Good thing?
What about when it's carefully, ethically done, out of necessity? Or is it always destined to be rotten because it falls from a rotten tree? Does the bonus of saving others, or sustaining other creatures give it additional moral weight?
If you squint, Andrea wanting to pick up where their father left off CAN sound a lot like Dean with regards to the (dubious) family mission of hunting, which makes her tangentially more interesting to me.
Benny on the other hand verbalizes that he escaped Purgatory to get his revenge; that was his PRIMARY reason for escaping/being/continuing forward. When that's challenged, he sort-of tail spins because he didn't imagine an after... OR what ruins of a person who survived that revenge might happen to look like (forever changed).
Reminds me of this ask a bit:
💬 0 🔁 2 ❤️ 10 · Can you expand more about what you mean when you say angels are scaled up hunting? As an enterprise angels are imho much m
And this quote:
"As exquisite as the natural world is, however, there exists a violent underbelly that, for some reason, mostly goes unnoticed...In point of fact, the survival of any one species depends entirely on how successfully it's able to willfully kill--and usually eat--its neighboring species. Even human vegans and vegetarians survive by the demise of plants. Moreover, if you're wearing clothes as you read this, you're wearing death." -Randall R Scott from Entanglement is Not Spooky
I may not be the best person to answer these asks, because I'm not as interested in some are in Benny's internal world. (I know, it's very hypocritical of me, since I like both John and Sam, but Benny's flat fatalism is a lot of of a barren landscape for me to wrap my head around.)
But as per your question, would he be a Bad guy? I think given what he see out of him, he'd be a Very (Sam-coded) Rationalizing Guy. In Purgatory, we get a glimpse of Dean chatting about Benny's reasons for going topside:
Benny rationalizes the crimes of vampires here:
BENNY: “Yep. And I think we both know which of our kinds kills more humans.” (i.e. My/our crimes are a drop in the bucket)
And pre-Benny saving Cas, it's VERY obvious that Dean is (perhaps via the script, correctly) thinking Benny's a lost cause:
DEAN: “What the hell do you know about the value of life? You're a vampire.”
BENNY: “I get it. You're worried what I might do if we make it topside. I'll start eating your little piggies. I already told you, man – by the time I got iced, I was strictly on blood transfusions, donated blood. Not donated to me, I'll give you that, but I paid good black-market scratch for it.” (i.e. I sustain the black market, but I don't do the crime directly.)
Interesting aside/// This might imply he was too afraid to drink Andrea, which makes a sort of sense. I got an ask about this too about a month ago, and I think it supports that Good Vampires don't bite, because biting isn't safe for their friends and loves ones to do so. This implies Benny wouldn't risk her, which is very interesting too!
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look at this awful title card i made cause DA wouldn’t let me post my fic without it im a writer not an artist a;sldkfj
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