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Embrace (what their hugs are like)-

Get ready for the biggest bear hug you’ll ever have!! Although he tries to keep his hugs soft (because of his obvious strength), sometimes it can slip his mind. Especially if you haven’t seen him in a while, he’s going to hug you and hold you close to his chest. He can -and will- lift you off the ground. He’ll scoop you up in his arms and spin you around, or just hold you because he knows you like it. His arms circle around you and his scent just FLOODS your senses. Which I imagine to be kind of woodsy tbh. Maybe a hint of cologne, probably because he knows you like it and if he hasn’t seen you in a while he’s going to do it for you! Also I headcanon that he’s a low-key hug machine, so get ready for all of em!

Nervous (how often they get nervous and why)-

I don’t think Benny would get all that nervous too often. I think he knows his limits and he works within them so he can operate without too much of a problem. He’s a very relaxed person and doesn’t seem like much of a nervous nelly to me. There are going to be times where he is nervous though, like when he’s taken outside of his comfort zone. Like going to the store, or when you cut your finger (or any accidental wound in general). Though, when you reassure him that he’s going to be okay and give his hand that reassuring squeeze, I think it eases his worries more than you think.

Yearly (what anniversaries are like with them)-

I think that anniversaries are important to Benny. Not just because it marks the fact that he’s been able to control himself around someone he cares about so much, but also because it celebrates love. I headcanon that love is very important to Benny; he likes feeling connected to someone. It reminds him of when he WAS human, and that deep down inside that he is at least a little human you know? ANYWAY BACK TO THE THING. He’s going to make breakfast, take you somewhere quiet -a place he’s been saving all year to show you. He’s going to hold your hand all day, probably carry you around because your poor human feet get tired so easily and he can run fast af so???? I think he would end the day with some kind of romantic boat ride, hold you while you watch the sun sets and sing you a song.

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A/N: Crowley and Benny are included in this one. This is my first time writing for Benny, so I hope it’s okay!

Dean:

You notice Dean stir in his sleep about an hour into research. He had fallen fast asleep, for he was just running on fumes, so his random pass out was warranted. Soon after he begins to stir, you notice him clench his eyes tighter and his fists ball together tightly. You gently stir him, cringing when you see his emerald eyes look at you with panic. 

“It’s okay, Dean. I’m here, it was just a dream”, you comfort him, placing soft kisses on his forehead. When he calms down enough, you both head to bed where you wrap your shorter arms around his taller frame. Dean thinks it’s humorous that you’re the big spoon, but he can’t resist how safe it makes him feel.

Sam:

It’s around 3:00 AM when you notice Sam tossing and turning. His face was contorted into a grimace as he tirelessly fidgeted in his sleep. You shook him awake softly and eyed him with worry when he shot his eyes open and took in deep breaths. You rested your head against his racing heart while your hands gently held onto his shaking ones. After you felt his heart rate slow, you motioned for him to lay back down with him facing away from you. You could almost sense his disappointment before your arms made their way around his huge frame. Sure, you weren’t usually the big spoon, but Sam loved the comfort of your body pressed against his. 

Cas:

Normally, Cas wouldn’t sleep. But, when he was human for a brief time, he had to sleep. When he did sleep, it was riddled with hundreds of nightmares. When he awoke one night from an especially bad one, Cas reached over to you hesitantly. When you roused, you noticed the fear in his normally brave blue eyes. You let him relax in your arms as you held him, brushing through his brown locks with your fingers. When he was ready to sleep again, you lay behind him, snaking your arms around his tired figure. With the warmth and comfort your supplied him, Cas fell into a deep, peaceful sleep in a matter of seconds.

Crowley:

Crowley had no need for sleep. Thus, he never had “nightmares”, but instead lived with the guilt of what he had done. One night, you noticed the absence of your boyfriend and got up to find him. When you did locate him, he was on his knees, pulling at his hair as tears leaked out of his eyes. You quickly knelt beside him, shushing him and cradling his head. These episodes occurred fairly often, but your comfort always seemed to calm him down. Eventually, you both made it back into your bed, where you wrapped your arms from behind him. He found peace from your tight embrace and the soft breaths you exhaled as you dozed off again.

Benny:

Because of Benny’s vampire status, he slept during the day. Even though you still slept at night, you would both cuddle for a couple hours while each other were sleeping. You noticed Benny clutch onto you harder as he grimaced in his sleep. You gently coaxed him awake, comfortingly running your hands along his face as he caught his breath. After reassuring him that it was just a dream and you were here, he calmed down enough to sleep again. He allowed you to be a big spoon (which didn’t occur often), basking in the warmth and security being in your arms brought him.

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(So, since this is my first time writing for Benny, I don’t have a tag list for him. Anyone interested on being on it?)

Benny - Benny goes to a dark place after you die, almost a rampage of sorts. He’s determined to find what killed you so he can exact his revenge because in his ragged and sleepless mind, it’s the only way to begin to make things right. If you’re no longer on this earth, then the thing that took you away shouldn’t be either. Simple. His bloodlust consumes him, makes him the least amount of human he’s been in a long time and with thoughts of you and your smiles, he decimates absolutely anything that gets in his way. And when he’s finally killed and sent back to Purgatory, himself, he simply unleashes his vicious wrath there. He’s reckless as he goes and he can almost hear your voice, the only one that ever mattered, telling him why. It’s because without you, he really doesn’t care if he lives or dies anymore.

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Cain - Cain has already lost one love and it’s hard for him to fathom that it’s happened again with you. He holds you as you die, rocking you in his arms and whispering to you. The words don’t matter, his voice in your ear does, and he wants to make sure you know he’s there until the last. He bows his head when you take your final breath, feeling as though the world should be ending. After all, his certainly is. He wonders, somewhere in the back of his mind, if this is retribution for the wrongs he’s done, if he’s finally received what he deserves. There’s no coming back from this, he knows. There’s no way to make it right, or make his life into one that he cares about without you in it, and so he sits, holding you, with little thought of what’s coming for him next.

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Crowley - There’s no deal Crowley can make, no crossroad he can go to in order to get you back. You went upstairs when you died, and that’s a bit more gated off than Crowley’s used to. There’s simply no getting to you and it takes him days to accept the fact that you’re just gone. It was sudden. There were no goodbyes, no preparation; one day you were laughing and smiling with him, making jokes about his one-liners, and the next there was only silence that met him in the morning. He shuts down after that; his glory as the King of Hell dissipates quickly in the wake of losing you and he becomes a shell of his former self. Whether he admitted it or not, you were the very best part of him, the part that made him even a modicum human and with you gone, he can feel what’s left of his tattered and tarnished heart breaking every single minute of the long day.

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