#belphegor!jack

Here we are again! maybe today I'll only watch one episode though, because I'm tired and I had a shitty day so I deserve to not suffer through two bad episodes

It took me one month, less than 30 days, to watch seasons 1-13

I watched 13 seasons

in one month

and it's been a month since then (almost, it'll be a month on the 12th) and I haven't been able to get through the two shortest seasons (if we don't count the author strike of s03)

anyways

*****

The flashbacks make me want to stop this and go watch something else

but we shall persevere!

I'm really glad I stopped watching when I did at the first episode of season 10, because if I had to wait a full week for this? I'd be fucking pissed

*****

they're under the dome, like in King's story

or in Harry Potter

well Rowena, that's a pessimistic outlook!

"we're all going to die" true

I like Sam and Dean's conversation through the eyes

"Give her your alcohol."

"I don't have any."

"Don't lie to me, I know you've got a flask."

"It's MY flask."

"Come on, give it to her."

"Argh, fine. Fuck."

*****

Cas talking with Belphegor is actually pretty interesting, give us more of that!

*****

some thoughts:

nevermind, I don't have time to think about anything because Belphegor my Beloved has an idea, with Lilith's crook, they can suck them all back to Hell

and now it's the vulvus spell! of course

I have seen the bloopers of this scene so many times

*****

I profoundly hate how the show turned into "here is a nonsense problem that has never happened before and no one should technically know how to fix it. oh, vut no! this one new mystical character --- nevermind that, Dean just decided Cas would go?! without asking?!

Dean what the fuck

*****

Wow Ketch sacrificed himself to save the Winchesters

maybe it's out of guilt for fucking their mom

*****

Belphegor you little shit, you're so mean

the cgi is so. fucking. bad.

how dare they get budget and make me watch these godawful things

*****

Okay, I paused on the text that Dean sent to Ketch

"Cass and Bel are going to hell. Rowena and San are doing a spell--I'm working on the Hellhole solo."

???? none of that looks like a genuine Dean text

Bel? he calls this demon they just met Bel?? and why would Dean text that whole thing out with the entire plan to Ketch? no way. he'd definitely just text like, their location, and tell hin to get their asap and then they'd explain when he got there

Also, I cannot imagine Dean texting full words with proper grammar

this is just so completely wrong

anyways, I have spent five minutes looking at this bullshit text, time to unpause

*****

wow, those sound effects are so shite

Belphegor wanted Castiel there for a reason, and I don't know what it is, but I'm guessing it's bad, or at the very least, questiona-- OH COME ON! YOU CUT AWAY RIGHT BEFORE CAS STARTS SINGING?!

that's not nice

*****

Ardat showed up and hurt my Cas 😠😭

Ah, there it is

he wants to rule Hell

I mean, if it gets the ghosts and demons away from Earth? then great!

//welp just had to take a 1.5h break because of family things, so now I should already be asleep, but I'm going to finish the episode

*****

Okay so it didn't work, it didn't close the gate, and Cas is punching Belphegor repeatedly, and he HE BURNED THE BODY WTF

Rowena's cutting her own heart out?? what

oh no she removed her hex bag thing

and now she's going to absorb the ghosts and demons herself? because she somehow knows a spell for that, mhm

that tracks

🙄😑

*****

So, Rowena needed Sam to be with her because he's the only one who can kill her

because of prophecy or whatever

Dean's angry at Cas and I understand but like, BITCH he's doing his best, stop fucking treating Cas like an enemy

this season so far is making me unship Destiel, wow congrats whoever wrote this shit

*****

so you're telling me she sucked billions of souls inside of her and she's just chilling there next to them, not exploding?!

mhm, that tracks

🙄😑

*****

At least now we know all we've got is Team Free Will, so we should be able to see more of Cas than we did in the last two episodes

*****

oh are we back at the Bunker? yeah, we are

oh right, they didn't know about Ketch

*****

"Why does that something always seem to be you." fuck you Dean

what the fuck

who wrote this

go fuck yourself

go fuck yourself

Cas knows he's in love with Dean

Cas knows he's in love with Dean, and he knows it will never be reciprocated

And he has to suffer through this... this indescribable bullshit Dean's got going on

"I think it's time for me to move on"

after 12 years

12 years, and Lilith, and the apocalypse, Michael and Lucifer, Crowley, the Leviathans, the tablets and prophets and Metatron, the angels falling, the Mark of Cain, Dean becoming a demon, the Alphas, the British Men of Letters, the nyphilim and Lucifer again, Apocalypse World, Nick and Apocalyspe!Michael, fighting God

a lifetime

thousands, possibly millions or even billions years old entity, an angel, who broke God's scripts and invented free will because what's fate in the name of Dean Winchester

who fell from Heaven, betrayed his kind, defied archangels and demons and creatures of all sorts

"I think it's time for me to move on." but how could he?

what is Castiel, who is he, if not Dean's?

he doesn't belong anywhere, not anymore, not for a long time

but by Dean's

Warnings: shameless smut don't read if uncomfortable! No minors.

Pairing: belphegor X Winchester!reader.

A/N: part two of 'ain't it warming you the world gone up in flames?"

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You've bitten so hard that he tastes like copper.

Warm and sweet.

Legs spread inviting him to make himself at home between your thighs, with a welcomed feeling of familiarity he props himself up on his elbows to avoid crushing you as he thrusts into your wet heat.

There's a gentleness about him that you almost don't like, too used to his smug and overly arrogant nature. Nearly chest to chest, yet still not close enough, you feel suddenly conscious of how exposed you are like this. Vulnerable.

"Harder" you choke choosing to ignore the way he smirks, snapping his hips more violently than before as he fucks you relentlessly into the mattress that groans in protest beneath you.

You don't want this to mean anything. Want to pretend he isn't anything more than a cheap fuck. He is still a demon, letting your guard down would be stupid.

Wrapping your arms around his shoulders settling your palms against the heated skin of his back you pull him tighter against you.

His gaze finds yours, looking more human since his burned out eye sockets were healed, strangely enough this felt more dangerous, made it easier to forget.

His fingers dig harshly into the skin of your waist causing a more intensified flood of arrousal in your stomach.

It was sick. How easy it was to forget what he was.

If Sam and Dean could see you now, hot and ready for the future king of hell they really would lock you away until you died.

You're sure you know what he wants, to break you. Fuck you until you cried, or even until you bled.

And lets be honest you were fine with it, you wanted to hurt. He was twisting and pulling, all the sickening thoughts were back. You wanted to bleed for him.

Sometimes you understand his perverse fascination, being one of very few Alastair couldn't break.

How even as he burned and flayed, all those dark lonely nights you spent strapped to the supposed torture kings table bleeding and buzzing with a sickening sense of arousal.

Laughing in his face, taunting that his reputation was exaggerated because he could never break you. It was ironic that he spent all that time getting under your skin and yet you were the one who got under his.

The little sister of the Winchester's.

Never in your whole life could you imagine anyone ever understanding how you could want something so depraved.

Epecially your sweet human boyfriend James who was far too perfect to poison with all the vile thoughts that plagued your mind.

You didn't deserve to feel human let alone be the girlfriend of one.

Belphegor understood before you spoke, in a way no human ever could and you supposed that was part of what made him special, you didn't have to try.

Not even Dean who himself had spent a good portion of time downstairs seemed to get it.

You try not to think of James as Belphegor bites into the soft skin of your shoulder. Pushing all air from your lungs as your nails sink into his shoulders making him bleed.

His thrusts become more violent, seeking a reaction as he rubs the sensitive bundle of nerves with his pubic bone, you try to pretend you can't see stars.

Losing yourself in the pleasure only he seems to give, your eyes screw tighter, skin burning in all the right places, you know from his frantic movements that he's close.

Gripping your hips tighter, he draws more blood as you cum together. Breath mingling as he places a forceful kiss on your lips, muffling your orgasm with the taste of metal.

You ride out the aftershocks together, savouring the way your head swims.

Shuddering he pulls out, collapsing at your side, dizzy and out of breath. Brushing his callous thumb over your cheek, you relish in the brief vulnerability.

Playfully biting as he brushes it against your swollen lips. "You know you're gorgeous right?" He mumbles.

Belphegor | 15x02 ➤ Raising Hell