I hated you because you were a nerd, you usually sat alone and I nagged you. Now I can't stop waiting for you to come back.
I hate you. I hate you for being a nerd, I hate you because you hated me. I hated you because I looked up at you. You were smarter and more cautious yet you changed for the worst. I hate you for leaving. You never came back or at least look back, I thought you would be the same competitive nerd. But you hurt me, you hurt my friends and left us.
But despite this, I can't help but yearn... Yearn for the same cocky smile, yearn for the same mocking words, yearn for the same competitive spirit. I can't help but wait and wait for you to come back. I can't help but apologize profusely, even if I know it wasn't my fault... I can't help but miss you like a little kid again.
I hate you for making me feel like this. To fall in love with an enemy that once used be my friendly rival.
(More art bc why not)
