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OKAY ANON, GRAB SOME POPCORN AND GET READY TO HEAR A LONG-ASS CHEESY STORY

First, I’ll tell you how we met because ‘meet’ and ‘realize’ are completely different verbs. :V

We met on DeviantArt back in May of 2011. I started watching him waaaay before that, but somehow and some way, he noticed me (apparently my art showed up in his inbox or something) and I went into an “OMG SENPAI NOTICED ME” kind of mood for awhile. He started watching my livestreams and it was really nice.

Now I’ll tell you when the realization kicked in. :)

We honestly didn’t talk a lot out of the livestreams since we didn’t know each other very well, other than that I loved his work and he loved mine. This is all kind of a blur because it was so long ago, but I believe we started talking a lot more when he started reading Homestuck.

THEN, when Gummy mentioned something about Minecraft around then, I didn’t know what it was at that point, so Adam threw a gift code at my face and we all just started playing together and talking a lot more. Soon enough, I became infatuated with this guy because he’s just so awesome and sweet and the most amazi— cough sorry I got a little carried away there

but through this whole time, I had no hopes that he would actually think about me the same way. I was so, SO afraid of telling this man that I had any sort of feelings for him because I had no idea how he felt about long distance relationships, or the fact that I’m four years younger than him and might be freaked out by that, so what I did was I just spewed vague tweets on twitter; hoping that he’d catch on at some point and just let me get rid of the constant mess in my head. That went on for about..two months. 

Suddenly on the day of June 6th, when I started talking to him, he was acting kind of strange, so I asked him if he was okay (He told me at this point he was FREAKING OUT because he thought I figured him out or something). So we went back and forth for a bit until he asked me who I liked.

Now obviously I was about to piss my pants because dear god this was it this was the end hELP??! ? I was going to lie to him, but then I stopped myself and said; no. I can’t do this anymore. So I told him

And after that it was sunshine and rainbows and shakiness and the happiest tears I’ve ever cried and yeah

no | rather not | I dunno | I guess | sure | yes | FUCK yes | oh god you don’t even know | Why are you even asking this OF COURSE

no | rather not | I dunno | I guess | sure | yes | FUCK yes | oh god you don’t even know