A/N: So yeah these are my wing headcanons beoop (From the archives!) Also, this takes place around season 9. Enjoy!
āAnd how does this work again?ā You stare down at the glasses, furrowing your brow. āIs this another trick?ā you grumble, flicking your eyes to Gabriel.
āDipped in holy oil, just trust me,ā he nods his head, smiling as you slide on the glasses. You blink a few times, flinching back when you see his wings. Bright white, golden speckled fluffy feathers that look soft enough to sleep on. āWell?ā
āTheyāreā¦wow.ā
āRight? Wait till you see the rest,ā he smiles, snapping his fingers. When you turn around youāre in a fancy hotel room with a view of twinkling city lights.
āNice of you to stop in,ā Balthazar says without looking up from his glass of wine. āActually I was lying, seeing you is always dreadful.ā
āAlways the gentlemen,ā you chuckle. As he stands from his seat his wings flutter; long and smooth silver feathers all laying flat down. Balthazar frowns, following your gaze until he lands on his left wing.
āLovely, arenāt they?ā
āYeah but I guess that goes with everything about you,ā you chuckle, grinning as he cracks a smile.
āWas that flirting?ā Balthazar crosses his arms, cocking an eyebrow. You shrug, groaning when youāre glitched out of the room.
āWatching my bro flirt is literally worse than everything,ā Gabriel grumbles. You stare around the black plain, furrowing your brow when you see a single cage. You lower your eyes to the ground, realizing⦠there is no ground. Gabriel guides you forward with a small grin.
āI coulda skipped seeing Luciferās, Iām pretty sure I know how they look,ā you say, rolling your eyes. āBlack and gnarly andā¦ā you let your voice trail off as you see a pale white light. Lucifer looks up, furrowing his brow, nudging Michael with a scoff.
āVisitors ā didnāt I kill you?ā he chuckles, pointing to Gabe. āWhyās the other one staring at me?ā He looks down at himself, perplexed. You keep your eyes on his wings, words lost to you. Long white feathers that reach the ground, each of them seeming to have their own glowing light. Lucifer smirks, running his fingers over his feathers. āOh, these?ā he asks. You nod, turning your gaze to Michaelās wings. Bronze, metallic, fanning out almost like a peacock. Michael barely acknowledges your presence. Instead, he drums his fingers on the cage. Gabriel whistles and snaps his fingers. When you blink, youāre in the bunker, staring around in confusion. You pause as you see a deep blue feather float past, gently falling to the ground. You follow the trail of feathers until you find Castiel wrapped in a blanket and watching TV. His wings are thin, almost bare, with deep blue feathers falling from the bones. But as he chuckles at the sitcom on the TV, a collection of smooth blue feathers sprout like flowers blooming. You smile, raising your hand to the glasses.
āHad enough?ā Gabe asks.
āI figure thatās a good note to āā
āHey Y/N,ā Sam cuts you off, patting you on the back as he passes.
āHey Sam ā Sam?ā you frown, staring at the sky blue wings stretching behind him. He frowns back, his face going blank with a flash of blue light.
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āGabe,ā Balthazar calls absently, wandering into the kitchen where he can smell cookies baking. The children are playing at the fairy court today, guests of Titania and Oberonās daughter, Lily and son, Ash. āWhat if we put a tree bed in Theaās room? Like a loft bed, but we make it look like a treehouse? Sheās getting too big for her flower bed,ā itās low to the ground, a lotus blossom of pillows and soft padding from toddler days, āand I think sheād love it. Thoughts?ā
Gabrielās sitting on the kitchen counter, idly levitating a mixing bowl to prepare some particularly unearthly-delicious blondies.Ā The whisk stirs the batter by itself, like some comically whimsical scene from a Disney animated feature sporting the very type of fairies with whom Balthazarās kids play.Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā āIIIII think that cān be managed with a little snap-snapping,ā he ventures,Ā āunless you wanna go native anā do it manually....?āĀ
Playfully, his Grace flickers alight behind hazel eyes, promising heavenly might to fuel this extremely crucial activity.Ā
Or āI over-identify with a fictional character, whatās new.ā Some random ass thoughts because itās two in the morning and why not.
Iāve always been bugged by that scene when Balth and Freddie are talking about love and Balth says he just wants āthat momentā when you donāt need words, you just āgetā each other (sorry for the bad paraphrasing; havenāt seen the ep for a while). And Freddie says, āYou donāt want flowers. You want to be wooed by telepathy.ā Balth says yeah, but itās clear that that isnāt really what he means. Iāve always felt weird about that conversation, because it sort of ignores the fact that communication is really important for a relationship (romantic or otherwise).
But now Iām starting to think about communication as a broader way of describing understanding each other. And I donāt think it has to be verbal. Yes, Balthazar probably should try to talk to Peter. But Iām also thinking about how even when they are talking theyāre both misinterpreting so much. Like when Peter asks Balth out to coffee and Balth assumes itās a friends thing so Peter invites Freddie and Ben. Or the disastrous conversation about āpotential.ā
Also, itās honestly EXHAUSTING trying to make someone understand what you mean, like confronting them, telling them what you need from a relationship. Balth says, āYou canāt sit someone down and tell them how to beā (or something like that). I think heās wrong. I think you can. But itās so hard and frustrating and just exhausting.
People just want to be understood. They crave it I think. And it sucks when it feels like people arenāt making the effort to try to understand you. Honestly, I donāt know where Iām going with this. I guess Iām just thinking about how Balth is talked about as being so āpassiveā in the fandom. And he is a lot of the time. But I think it stems from insecurities and communicating with others in a way thatās not necessarily verbal. And yeah, heās passive aggressive and heās kind of shit at being open to people about what he needs. But itās so hard and itās exhausting. More so for some people than others I think. Anyway, this has been a great ramble of over-projecting. I love Stanley Balthazar Jones. Good night.
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