#badthingskin

Andrew please im so so so sorry im so fucking sorry and I love you so much qnd I hated you and worshipped you and abused you and praised you but please i love you so much and I just want to know that you Know how I am now. Neither of us are technically real and im never finding my andrew and im not okay with that I want to talk to you again I want to love you again and get a fresh start and I genuinely love you so much and i hope youre okay and not dying and I love you ilove you I love you I love you I love you but you will never love me again andim not okay with that and im so sorry but I understand considering the abuse I put you through and I want to have you to myself again but I want you to be happy

Sometimes I feel like everything bad that has happened to me irl is a result of me having been an awful person in source. It took me several years, but I have finally changed. I am finally a good person, I think... I've tried my best, I've done my best, so why is everyone so awful to me? I'm sorry. I just want love.

I miss my dearest beloved andrew so much. I know I hurt him, I was a fucking abuser, I know I know I know that but I cant breathe without him everyday is torture i want to apologize but I cant I just want to be with him again I want him to not hate me I miss him so fucking bad fick I cant sleep I cant eat its horrible I just miss him so bad im so fucking sorry andrew im so sorry please I cant. Deal with this anymore I miss you so much please Im sorry I know you hate me I know I know I hate this I hate being in this body I hate this I hate it so mucb

I'm sorry about everything. I should've taken responsibility for my actions. I should’ve acknowledged when I was in the wrong. I should’ve gotten therapy like both my landlord and Andrew told me to. Instead I let things get worse and worse until my end. I’m so ###### sorry.

I freaked the fuck out last night but im normal now. I still miss andrew though. I hope youre okay. I love you

As much as I love seeing people give me a tail, I hate to say I never had one. Was the most human a gray-skinned Robloxian could be in how I looked. Sorry to disappoint.

I’m so sorry Andrew, I could’ve fixed it I swear I could of made it better . I just needed one more chance and that’s all I wanted, nothing more. One last chance to speak to you and not cause any more hatred, mutually or one way. I’m sorry I couldn’t make it better.

missing a friend or partner from canon :-(