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Envy
Most of my my life I’d envy for another face another body. A small cute little nose. Light colored eyes. Porcelain skin. Like a doll or fairy. Light long blonde hair. I wanted to be peite and cute. Have a hour glass figure and a actually butt.
Instead I have these dark eyes. Dark hair and olive skin. My legs are longer. My body is shapeless. I will never have a butt. I have to keep accepting it.
I hope one day it feels ok to be in this skin
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Bad body image day and I didnt pack any baggy jeans, what to do to not confront myself with my legs???? LEG-PILLOW IT WILL BE
Type of night I'm having #FuckEatingDisorders #BadBodyImage #BodyDysmorphia
I don't think I'll ever be able to pass in public and that makes me really sad. #trans #badbodyimage #ihatemybody
I procured this ridiculous pair of thigh high boots from Wet Seal this afternoon, which are perfect for a certain magician! However, as cool as they are, I'm really hitting a roadblock with my body image. As you can see, my thighs are huge, and so is the rest of me. Despite a rigorous summer of singing, dancing, and running (and swimming with a monofin), I haven't lost any weight or inches, even with a diet change. I dread looking in the mirror nowadays and it makes me scared to get photos back from photographers. I always look huge and overweight in photos and despite all my hard work, I honestly think I look awful. It's strange that I can be so body-positive for others and not at all for myself... In any case, I hope I lose weight soon. This has been a very stressful summer and I wish I could enjoy cosplay--and myself--to the fullest. #deletelater #cosplaywip #thighhighboots #badbodyimage
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Wednesday’s good and bad
Bad things
Bad body image thoughts last night, today and it feels like it will not stop
Another argument with my dad for no reason, because apparently all I do is wrong and he would rather pay an hotel room for me then have me stay at the house
I miss the boy pretty badly and I’m afraid of what might or might not happen. I’m afraid to say to much or too little, I’m sick of talking on the phone with him. Last night I ranted/cried my frustration about my dad to him, and all I wanted was for him to hug me and tell me it would be ok, but no he’s 5 hours away and I’m alone
Today is not a good day, I just have to go through it, I feel like the rest of the week will be similar so I just have to go though it and work my way up to a better one next week.
I’m nervous for so many things and reason and it’s not good. (Grad school application, GRE exam, Tech Paper, relationship, Worlds, ...)
Good things
At least I swam a very decent practice this morning, it was one of these practice that I felt good in the water, felt like I was swimming well and fast. I love swimming when everything else is bad because I can’t think about it or else I miss my laps count. (4000m, 1h20)
I get to see the boy in 9 days and then again the weekend after
I’m excited for school to start and have my routine back
TW: weight, body image, eating disorders
I don't feel good about my body. I'm the heaviest I've ever been. I don't like my body. I'm disappointed in myself for letting myself go. I don't like to look at myself.
Dear self, Dont look at the thinspiration tag... :o
