#bad roommates

he's sent it out to an entomologist for testing so we're not certain but

I don't even dare hope. I have about a hundred separate fears and emotions but chief among them is: I need to get my life out of here ASAP. I don't feel like eating. I'm exhausted but I know I can't sleep. I feel like a wrung-out rag with nothing left in me to deal with this

not just me physically. my things, my connections- I need to be able to never come back. for anyone who missed the last several posts, I'm trying to leave a toxic (not sure if "abusive" is correct here, but it's. Bad) household and I'm supposed to move in 8 days

I cannot have this move significantly delayed or (gods forbid) cancelled

I thought I saw you the other day

sitting in your car

at that abandoned parking lot

on the corner by your house.

The car was new

but I spotted your silhouette

Your hair piled atop your head

bringing your hand up to your mouth

to bite your nails

A nervous habit you have

I didn't stop to say hi.

I don't drive by your house.

The house we once shared

because you didn't want to live alone.

You wouldn't let me forget

it was only temporary.

Tonight I got an order

that took me to your small town.

Just a few streets down.

I don't drive down your street.

I keep going to the right.

Being in this area

reminds me of you

and how living together

tore our friendship apart.

The house is as big as yours,

though doesn't have a big front porch.

The address is even three of the same number

with an odd one out,

just like yours.

The customer gives me a wave

as I drive away.

She has a dog,

just like you

but she's not you

and I don't drive by your house.

Written by AprilFool 🐸

Hey all I hate to ask but I really need help. My roommates are actually crazy and are majorly fucking me over. I need to move asap. I’m honestly so scared I don’t want to be homeless. If you guys could donate or share this that would be great. I’ll answer any questions you have.

Thank you!