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My name is Roo, and my pronouns are they/them! I'm 22, queer, and autistic. Welcome to my hyperfixation hell, we got jackets.

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My Instagram has been permanently abandoned as of 6-13-25. And due to increasing privacy concerns with meta, it was fully deleted on 5-09-26, a decision I did not wish to make, but felt like I had no choice.

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For the Record: Roo is my actual name. It is NOT my online persona name, nor did I choose my preferred name because of Roo. It is my real name that I chose for myself long before I knew of Roo's existence. (More info below)

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My philosophy is that it is NOT my responsibility to parent people's unsupervised kids, nor is it anyone's job who works on Hazbin, nor is it anyone's job in this entire fandom, or anyone on the Internet for that matter.

You interact with me, Hazbin fans/antis, and the wider Internet at your own risk, and just please be safe.

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Last Update: 05-09-26

Like, I personally would appreciate if someone made a guide for TADC fans to avoid attracting racists to their blogs, because it would absolutely be helpful for a lot of people, reguardless if they were a criticl; but at the same time I know a lot of fans wouldn't.

Neither of us have ever been treated the same in this space for months now and I'm really tired it being an "us vs them" dynamic now in the TADC space, with both fans and critics. And I'm not even super duper into the fandom, either. It's not even a main hyperfixation, somehow I got roped into the community by one ask months ago asking for my opinion where I was actually mostly critical of the show despite enjoying it, but the treatment of trans people and POCs in this community on both sides deeply alarms me at this point.

Like imma be real here, I think the worst parts of the TADC fandom is just as bad as overall Helluvaverse fandom, and in regards to some things; I think the TADC fandom is even worse. Which is saying something. I've noticed that the Helluvaverse fandom is incredibly hostile to people outside the fandom over the years, although they are still hostile to others within the fandom, but the TADC fandom seems to equally incredibly hostile to literally anyone for any reason.

(as long as it's NOT performed by Blackgrphon. Please do not recommend me his shit)

And fun fact: The reason why I'm interested in exploring this side of fandom is because I made the mistake of watching a video essayist that I was not familiar with that was about a basic retrospectove of TADC fan songs; ...and, no joke, it was one of the worst fucking video essays I've seen in a very long time.

And like, listen, I really fucking tried to hear them out. I kept giving the benefit of the doubt. But this retrospective was really just blindly shitting on fan songs, or nitpicking each one bit by bit if they liked them. They had such a bizzare fixation on hating how the real voice actors were in them and kept saying that people should hire fan actors who can "Actually preform better instead getting the bragging rights of the real VAs" which, like, I can't put my finger on it, but the way they kept saying it and how they fixated on it so much multiple times just felt... really off.

But throughout the video they just kept going on and on about shitting on a specific creator I know absolutely nothing about outside of name recognition, this person really hates Kittensneeze. Now, I don't know shit about Kittensneeze outside the fact that they're an indie creator and they got a part time job at Spindle while at animation school, that's it. I don't know shit about Kittensneeze otherwise, I don't know any of the bad shit she's accused of doing, because the bitch didn't even talk about their beef with her in said video.

And, ngl, I don't care enough to bother with all that. But it absolutely rubbed me the wrong way, especially considering how they already were so fixated on "the voice actors taking chances away from fan actors who could preform better."

I tried so hard to watch through it all, but I was done halfway through. This was not a fucking retrospetive or looking back at fanmade songs and praising/critiquing them. It was more so this person shitting on FAN MADE songs rather then actually providing feedback... why would I trust anything they fucking said?

Like bitch, I clicked on this video because I was curious about the TADC fan song landscape, since I'm on the outskirts and don't know much about this space, and I decided to test my luck with a channel I was unfamiliar to get my foot in the door and hear some sort of recommendations.

I did NOT fucking want to hear someone shit on fan creators who put god knows how much time and effort into these fansongs. All of whom are creators I literally know next to nothing about??

Anyway, sorry for the rant, I just had to get this off my chest. Like, it's one thing to heavily criticize media to the point where it goes beyond reasonable good faith into just wanting to stir the pot or make money, but, god, it's another to pull that shit on fan creators who made that shit for free and poured who knows how much fucking time or you to watch FOR FREE.

I really probably should've just asked people for TADC fan song recommendations before trusting a random video essayist I know nothing about, ngl.

Oh, and I wouldn't mind hazbin fan song recommendations either! Like I said, I've never really snooped around the fansong side of fandoms I'm in before.

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Alastor knows exactly who he is and he fucking OWNS it. He's the Radio Demon. Everyone knows this. He knows this. And most importantly. Alastor doesn't change this persona of himself to manipulate others. He rather uses it to his total and complete advantage. He IS the radio demon. He's ALWAYS the radio demon, regardless of what sort of friendly facade he puts on that day.

This is one of the biggest things that sets him and Vox apart.

Conversely, deep down, Vox doesn't know who the fuck he is. He constantly chases the next thing, swaps through tons and tons is personas based on the context and situation, constantly finding things to change about himself for the approval of everyone around him. Even to the point of complete insanity (more than once)

And the crazy thing is; Alastor thinks Vox knows who he is, but is just pretending he's not. Alastor beileves he knows who Vox is, but he has no idea that he actually doesn't.

He refuses to accept that it's even possible for Vox to be ANYTHING but who he beileves he is. The fact that Vox has changed and has spent this time making real, geninue loving connections with his two other Vees, and are not just using them for gain is something Alastor doesn't even entertain the thought of. He KNOWS Vox, he KNOWS that he only saw him as a tool; He's the same even if he pretends otherwise, because realizing Vox always saw Alastor as an equal, not to mention Vox mainly seeing the other Vers as his equals, would mean Alastor would have to admit he was wrong and face the reality of the fact that he was the one who threw away Vox, not the other way around.

And despite not knowing who Vox is, Alastor does know way more enough to perfectly manipulate Vox; Now Vox is his tool, and he'll let Vox think he is his little tool, but he's in control the whole time. Alastor knows Vox by in insecurites his fears and anxieties, the worst and most vurnable sides of him. Not even just to hit him where it hurts the most, but all of this manipulation is also a way for Alastor to prove himself right over and over again, a way to bring out the worst side of Vox, which Alastor beileves is Vox's true nature, ignoring all evidence that shows, when Vox isn't stressed, manipulated or isolated, he's exactly the opposite of what Alastor beileves he is in many ways.

And on Vox's side of the coin, he still cannot wrap his head around Alastor and who he is and he barely understands Alastor at all. He's also a master manipulatar, he can get into anyone's mind and figure out exactly how to pull the strings on others. But Alastor? He can't crack him open like he can for everyone else around him.

You know, even after being his best friend for years, and literally fucking falling in love with him-

Hell, even after 70 fucking years of stalking him-

And after all this time, Vox still doesn't understand who Alastor is, why he does the things he does, what motivates him to make the choices he makes.

Alastor just fucking doesn't make any sense, and Vox desperately wants it to make sense... it's a chase all from that deep wound on that night where Alastor just 180'ed on him, and he STILL doesn't know why.

Anyway I'm normal about these two men and when the air quality won't land me in the ER with an asthma attack I will go touch grass you're welcome

The only reason why I'm not responding to this publicly is because the asker was incredibly rude about it to the point where it wasn't really criticism anymore-- it was straight up harrassment (dosed with some queerphobia) and I don't want anyone to harrass them just because of how rude they were, even though the point is still, well, the point. The point was vaild. The tone to get the point across was not.

I definitely do wish they were nicer about it, because it was ignorance rather than malice on my end, but reguardless of tone, they absolutely have a right to bring this up and to be critical of me for that, it is ignorant for me to not have that cross my mind as I began to shade more with this style.

Thank you to the asker for bringing this up (even if it was bonderline harrassment rather then constructive criticism) because, yeah, I should've thought about that a while ago at this point. That's my bad. So in the future, whenever I make art in that style that is fully shaded; I'll keep that in mind for now on.

First of all, for once, I'm begrudgingly kinda grateful to have ARFID, (since most of the suspected foods I already fucking hate)

BUT now I'm starting to have thoughts of relapsing on the fucking bulimia THAT I JUST RECOVERED FROM because the intense fear of the parasite is making me think "maybe going back even just for a while will make me safer from the parasit it'll just give me some little extra control over parasite prevention definitely won't be a slippery slope lol"

And god that feeling of that stupid voice telling me to go back to protect myself ,not just from a emotional and mental threat, BUT A REALLY REAL PHYSICAL THREAT, is insanely fucking hard to ignore. I just keep telling myself how much better I physically feel now that I'm actually eating a regular amount again, even if it's still just my ARFID safe foods and I haven't expanded the diet, but the stupid voice is also telling me that decreasing all food intake to prevent the parasite would be worth the misery because the parasite would be worse.

Like, now what? This fucking sucks, dude. I was about to make a happy post saying that I'm pretty much recovered from the bulimia only find out about this shit and to be hit with the worst desires to go back I've had in ages