#backoftheclass

I don’t know how many people are gonna read this honestly…I don’t care. I’ve needed to get a few things off my chest for a good while and i figured theres no better time than the present.

 I’m an addict…

I’m addicted to smoking... #BasicTraining (9/8/15)

I’m addicted to this girl...

We met in what now feels like stars aligning in the worst possible environment honestly. 

I told this girl that one day, I would teach people about the connection we had ….and show them what love really meant. She didn’t realize how terrified I was. Growing up kinda left my self-esteem on the floor early in life so I never really understood why she liked me in the first place. She saw something in me i still haven’t found fully. 

As all addictions go…things got a little crazy. I ended up abusing her tbh. After that I pushed her away…half way across the world, i think. See my biggest issue is transparency. I couldn’t be real with myself…so how could I possibly be anything but fake around others. 

I mean I faked it well…but you can’t live your whole life an act. 

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I want to make my music transparent. At this point its easy to be lyrical. She always knew i had more to say…I don’t know exactly what it is yet…but its somewhere in this twisted mind of mine. 

Until I stumble upon it…imma be working. But I promise to take you on this road me with.

I’m addicted to the hustle...

and I’m addicted to making music.

 To my day 1’s…you’re about to witness something amazing. 

To everyone who rewound far enough to reach this…enjoy the evolution of man 

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