I haven’t lost enough weight. I’m not pretty I’m not as pretty as her. I’m not trying to be her. I’m trying to embrace my own self confidence. I was confident Then I wasn’t Then I wanted to run away and hide All because I didn’t think I could do it. Sexy pictures are a lot of work… My teeth are not straight. My hair is messy I don’t know how to get a good picture. If it was easy to be perfect. No one would have body issues. 😳😳😳😳 I want to take that picture. I have my own Idea of what I want it to look like. But I don’t know how to get it done. Now I just want to forget it and sleep it off. I’m not quitting. I’ll try again.