#ayr

If you're still 'wanting", you haven't decided. You're desiring.

That's not embodying "I AM".

"I AM" says I am here. I have always been here, in every reality all at once.

You were not put here to hope and wait. That is not what "I AM" means.

You were put here to pick the version of you that you deserve. The version that already exists.

Your soul aches for more. That's why the universe led you to discovering shifting. That's what led you to this post.

You were meant to shift. Why?

Because it was never your destiny to stay in one place.

Some people stay in one place, and that's okay. But that's not you.

You were built to move. To explore. You have touched the stars. You have walked on the moon. You've climbed the floating mountains of Pandora. You have swam with mermaids, dined with elven nobility, and charged beside knights.

You’ve done it all before, and you’ll do it again because that’s who you are.

There's no point in waiting because you're already there.

Kodachrome by B. Anthony Stewart

From "Rhododendron Glories of Southwest Scotland," National Geographic, May 1954.

3 bedroom flat for sale on Main Street, Ayr, South Ayrshire

A drunk man looks at the Scottish Enlightenment’

There was a band from Ayr that used to go and see called ‘Dead Friends’. I think they took their name from The Cure song ‘World War’ but I could be wrong.

Everything becomes past tense eventually.

My pal Geeksy used to sit drinking on the roof of his flat on Fullarton Street and watch the sun setting over Arran and the Firth of Clyde. I sat up there with him once looking out over the town that I had grown up in.

His flat was full of things and words that I was far too removed from, that I should have connected with somehow but I didn’t.

It’s too late now.